The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
If the “_Inferno_” describes worse torments, it contains no
words more scathing in their disdain than these which describe “those
inert ones who are pleasing neither to God nor to his enemies.” The
misers who carry burdens, the evil-tempered who struggle in a bog, the
voluptuous dragged into an endless whirl-wind, the rogues plunged into
a lake of boiling pitch, have deserved their punishment by their acts,
and have asserted themselves in evil-doing. The others have asserted
themselves neither in evil nor in good. Neither virtuous nor vicious,
we do not know what they were. Dull, flabby, and soft, they have not
left behind the memory of any personality. They scarcely lived; they
were afraid to live.
For the fear of living means precisely that,--to deserve neither blame
nor praise. It is the constant all-prevailing desire for peace. It
is the flight from responsibilities, struggles, risks, and efforts.
It is the careful avoidance of danger, fatigue, exaltation, passion,
enthusiasm, sacrifice, every violent action, everything that disturbs
and upsets. It is the refusal of life’s claims upon our hearts, our
sweat, and our blood. In short, it is the pretence of living, while
limiting life, while setting bounds to our destinies. It is that
passive selfishness which would rather retrench its appetite than seek
the food which it requires; the selfishness which is meanly content
with a colorless, dull life, provided it is sure of meeting with no
shocks, no difficulties, no obstacles, like the traveler who will only
journey along plains and on rubber tires.
Must we quote examples? It is the fear of living which inspires a
young man in the choice of a profession, which shows him the special
advantages of an official career providing him, in return for work that
is moderate in amount and does not take up much time, with a fixed
salary and a pension; that modest dream which inspired Goncourt to make
this epigram--“France is a country where one sows functionaries and
reaps taxes.” Is it not this fear much more often than a keen sense of
justice, that drives the weak and envious to that Socialism which would
result in the establishment of an all-round equality of mediocrity?
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