The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
And then had not Madame Dulaurens been told by her daughter of the
proposed visit and that her request had already been granted? So Madame
Guibert came with mingled confidence and apprehension to the Dulaurens’
villa. The walk tired her, she was growing stout, and the seriousness
of the occasion contributed its share to her fatigue. She respected
Marcel’s choice though it was not hers, and she was ready to forget her
own wishes and bow to his. She was prepared to give her whole-hearted
assistance in the new life which was in store for him, and cherished
the thought that within a few minutes she would be welcoming another
daughter to her home and her affections.
Before ringing she stopped, to quiet the beatings of her heart and
to take breath. She did not raise her eyes to the window where the
desperate and heart-broken Alice was crying her eyes out.
Madame Guibert was received by M. Dulaurens in the drawing-room and she
saw a happy omen in this. The little insignificant man could not be
expected to make much impression on her, and the meeting with him gave
her a little more time to recover herself. After a few polite words
which he tried to amplify as much as possible, Madame Guibert found
herself unable to keep back the object of her visit any longer and said:
“You have guessed why I came to a Chênaie, Monsieur Dulaurens?” And she
smiled sweetly, with that pretty, fresh smile that she had kept to old
age and which was the reflection of a soul that had remained pure and
unsullied.
“No, Madame Guibert, I am quite in the dark concerning it. We are
greatly flattered, I assure you, by your visit. I only regret that
Madame Dulaurens is not here.”
Greatly worried, and afraid to assume any disturbing responsibility,
the unhappy man could not rest. He pulled the bell quickly and when the
maid answered it he asked:
“Have you told Madame?”
“I am looking for her, Sir. Madame is not in her room. Madame is
perhaps with Mademoiselle in Monsieur’s room.”
“Perhaps so. Go and tell her.”
And turning to Madame Guibert, trying to gain time, he said:
“It is tiresome, very tiresome, but, as you see, they are looking for
her, they have gone to tell her. She will not be long. I am very sorry
to keep you waiting.”
“What I have to say, Monsieur, interests you quite as much as Madame
Dulaurens,” said Madame Guibert, who was so full of her mission that
she did not think of noticing her questioner’s little tricks. The
terrified M. Dulaurens had sat down, but he at once got up again. Was
he going to be left alone to answer this most embarrassing question?
Would they make him receive the first shock in this way? No, it was
impossible; his wife would have to be present at the interview.
“I assure you she is coming,” he cried hurriedly. “Please wait a
minute, Madame, I beg you. Madame Dulaurens would be so sorry to miss
your call. And you could certainly explain things better to her. That
is quite clear, quite clear.”
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