The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
They came back from the valley through the ash wood. These trees with
their light trunks reared their heads proudly on high, wearing as a
crown the mass of branches from which the autumn wind was tearing the
leaves. Half stripped, they showed their shapeliness in all their
youthful health and strength, and thousands of uplifted arms waved
peacefully. Like naked hamadryads they betrayed the secret of their
forms. The scanty leaves which still adorned them, were ruddy gold,
almost as rich as the fallen ones which thickly carpeted the soil
below. Evening came on and all the wood was bathed in a violet mist,
which gave to it the mysterious aspect of a sacred grove.
Turned to the west on one side, on the other looking over meadows and
vineyards, the farm of Montcharvin reflected in its windows the glow
of the setting sun. This spacious house was built amid the ruins of
an old castle, of which one dismantled tower and a Romanesque portico
were all that remained. This portico, unprovided with a door and now
quite useless, looked on to a roofless shed where old plough-shares
were kept, and beyond, by reason of an abrupt descent, to a distant
landscape which was framed in its arch. This arrangement called to mind
the pictures of the old Italian masters, who, in order, doubtless, to
sum up the multiform beauty of the world, used to supplement their
human figures with a scene from nature, glimpsed between the columns of
a palace or under the arches of a cloister.
Marcel and Paule skirted the old building and, following a screen of
trees at the edge of a field which hid the deep valley of Forezan, they
stopped in front of a fallen trunk, a natural bench which had been left
there for years. Of one accord they sat down.
They saw the shades of evening falling over the land. They saw the path
which they had followed and the dead leaves of the woods turning pink
and violet. Two bullocks drawing a cart full of milk-cans passed in
front of them, and, as they crossed a band of sunshine, a light haze
could be plainly seen rising from their nostrils at every breath and
mounting upwards. Peace filled the countryside, which was preparing
for its winter rest with all the sadness of its shorn meadows and
despoiled woods.
Marcel took his sister’s hand. Suddenly at his touch she burst into
tears. They had too many sensations in their hearts at this moment of
leave-taking. He was thinking of Alice and her weakness, Paule was
thinking of him. For a moment he waited till the tears he had caused
her to shed were dried.
“Listen,” he said at last. “You must watch over mother. I shall be away
for a long time perhaps.”
Uneasily she felt a foreboding of some new misfortune, but immediately
she mastered herself.
“You will come home next year from Algiers, won’t you?”
He looked at her tenderly. “I don’t know, Paule dear, I am taking part
in an expedition which is preparing to cross the Sahara.”
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