Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Space flight to Mars -- Fiction
"There's something wrong," he said.
The others agreed and, agreeing, could add nothing of explanation to
the wrongness. Time passed while they sat, seeing within themselves for
the answer--and if not for answer, at least for identification--but
nothing came and nothing changed except that with time the steady
pressure of the Feeling grew stronger.
Vaughn, again, was first to react to the pressure. "We've got to
do something." He twisted out of his seat and wavered in the small
pseudogravity of the ship's continuing acceleration. "I've never in my
life felt so desolate, so--"
He stopped. "There aren't any words," he said helplessly.
Less articulate than Vaughn and knowing it, the others did not try to
help find the words. Only Ragan, professional soldier without family or
close tie anywhere in the world, had a suggestion.
"The ship's power plant is partly psionic," Ragan said. "I don't
understand the principle, but it's been drilled into us that no
other system can give a one-directional thrust without reaction. The
psi-drive is tied into our minds in the same way it's tied into the
atomic and electronic components. It's part of us and we're part of it."
Even Maxon, crew authority on the combination drive, missed his meaning
at first.
"If our atomic shielding fails," Ragan explained, "we're irradiated.
If our psionics bank fails, we may feel anything. Maybe the trouble is
there."
Privately they disagreed, certain that nothing so disquieting as the
Feeling that weighted them down could be induced even by so cryptic a
marriage of dissimilar principles as made up the ship's power plant.
Still it was a possible avenue of relief.
"It's worth trying," Maxon said, and they checked.
And checked, and checked.
* * * * *
"We worked for hours," Walraven said, "but nothing came of it. None
of us, even Maxon, knew enough about the psi-drive to be sure, but we
ended up certain that the trouble wasn't there. It was in us."
The drug was wearing thin, leaving him pale and shaken. His face had a
glisten of sweat under the lowered lights.
The lead psych man chose a hypodermic needle, looked to Erwin and
Costain for authority, and administered a second injection.
"You gave up searching," he said. "What then, Lieutenant?"
"We waited," Walraven said.
He relaxed, his face smoothing to impersonal detachment as his mind
slipped back to the ship and its crew. Watching, Costain felt a sudden
deep unease as if the man's mind had really winged back through time
and space and carried a part of his own with it.
"There was only one more possible check," Walraven said. "We had to
wait two days for that."
The check was Maxon's idea, simple of execution and unarguable of
result. At halfway point acceleration must cease, the ship rotate on
its gyros and deceleration set in. There would be a period of waiting
when the power plant must be shut off completely.
If the Feeling stemmed from the psi-drive, it would lift then.
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