Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Space flight to Mars -- Fiction
Maxon said slowly, "There are wild animals on Earth that can't live
away from their natural homes. Insects--how does a termite feel, cut
off from its hive? Maybe that's our trouble. Something bigger than
individual men made the human race what it is. Maybe we've been a sort
of composite being all along, without knowing it, tied together by the
need of each other and not able to exist apart. Maybe no one knew it
before because no one was ever isolated in the way we are."
Walraven had more to say, almost defiant in his earnestness. "This is
going to sound wild, but I've been fighting inside myself ever since
Vaughn mentioned being pulled toward home. I have the feeling that if
I'd only let go, I'd be back where I belong." He snapped his fingers,
the sound loud in the room. "Like that."
No one laughed because each found in himself the same conviction
waiting to be recognized. Ragan said, "Walraven's right. There's no
place on Earth I care for more than another, but I feel I could be back
there in any one of them"--he snapped his fingers, as Walraven had
done--"as quickly as that."
"I know," Maxon said. "But we can't let go. We were sent out to put
this ship into orbit around Mars. We've got to take her there."
* * * * *
Walraven said, "It wasn't easy. The Feeling got worse as we went out
and out. Knowing what it was helped a little, but not enough. We held
onto each other, the four of us, to keep the group together. We _knew_
what would happen if we let go."
The head psych man looked to Costain and put his needle away when
Costain shook his head.
"The ship," Coordinator Erwin said sharply. "Walraven, you did put her
into orbit?"
"Yes," Walraven said. "We put her into orbit and turned on the
telemetering equipment--they'll be picking up her signals by now--and
then we turned our backs on each other and we let go. There wasn't any
feeling of motion or speed, but I felt a fresh breeze on my face and
when I opened my eyes I was standing beside a familiar stone fence on
a hill above the house where I was born. You haven't told me, but the
others came back, too, didn't they?"
"All but Ragan," Erwin said. His tone made Costain think wryly, _Even
the military can snatch at straws_. "Maxon and Vaughn called in. But we
haven't heard from Ragan."
"He wasn't left behind," Walraven said with certainty. "Ragan has no
family, but he has a home. We're standing on it."
An orderly came in with an envelope for Costain, who opened it and
handed the paper to Erwin. To Walraven, Costain said, "It's a cablegram
from North Ireland. Ragan is back."
Erwin was still gripping the paper in his hand when he walked with
Costain out of the hospital into the bright airiness of a spring day.
He glared at the warm, blue sky.
"We'll find a way," Erwin said. "We've proved that we can put men on
Mars. With the right conditioning, we can keep them there."
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