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I rather avoided him after dinner, for I confess he struck me as cruelly
conceited, and the revelation was a pain. “The usual twaddle”—my acute
little study! That one’s admiration should have had a reserve or two
could gall him to that point! I had thought him placid, and he was
placid enough; such a surface was the hard polished glass that encased
the bauble of his vanity. I was really ruffled, and the only comfort was
that if nobody saw anything George Corvick was quite as much out of it as
I. This comfort however was not sufficient, after the ladies had
dispersed, to carry me in the proper manner—I mean in a spotted jacket
and humming an air—into the smoking-room. I took my way in some
dejection to bed; but in the passage I encountered Mr. Vereker, who had
been up once more to change, coming out of his room. _He_ was humming an
air and had on a spotted jacket, and as soon as he saw me his gaiety gave
a start.
“My dear young man,” he exclaimed, “I’m so glad to lay hands on you! I’m
afraid I most unwittingly wounded you by those words of mine at dinner to
Miss Poyle. I learned but half an hour ago from Lady Jane that you’re
the author of the little notice in _The Middle_.”
I protested that no bones were broken; but he moved with me to my own
door, his hand, on my shoulder, kindly feeling for a fracture; and on
hearing that I had come up to bed he asked leave to cross my threshold
and just tell me in three words what his qualification of my remarks had
represented. It was plain he really feared I was hurt, and the sense of
his solicitude suddenly made all the difference to me. My cheap review
fluttered off into space, and the best things I had said in it became
flat enough beside the brilliancy of his being there. I can see him
there still, on my rug, in the firelight and his spotted jacket, his fine
clear face all bright with the desire to be tender to my youth. I don’t
know what he had at first meant to say, but I think the sight of my
relief touched him, excited him, brought up words to his lips from far
within. It was so these words presently conveyed to me something that,
as I afterwards knew, he had never uttered to any one. I’ve always done
justice to the generous impulse that made him speak; it was simply
compunction for a snub unconsciously administered to a man of letters in
a position inferior to his own, a man of letters moreover in the very act
of praising him. To make the thing right he talked to me exactly as an
equal and on the ground of what we both loved best. The hour, the place,
the unexpectedness deepened the impression: he couldn’t have done
anything more intensely effective.
CHAPTER III.
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