Critics -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction; Secrecy -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Women novelists -- Fiction
“I promise you it would be distinct if it should dawn on you at all.” I
saw that the charm of our topic overflowed for my companion into an
emotion as lively as my own. “At any rate,” he went on, “I can speak for
myself: there’s an idea in my work without which I wouldn’t have given a
straw for the whole job. It’s the finest fullest intention of the lot,
and the application of it has been, I think, a triumph of patience, of
ingenuity. I ought to leave that to somebody else to say; but that
nobody does say it is precisely what we’re talking about. It stretches,
this little trick of mine, from book to book, and everything else,
comparatively, plays over the surface of it. The order, the form, the
texture of my books will perhaps some day constitute for the initiated a
complete representation of it. So it’s naturally the thing for the
critic to look for. It strikes me,” my visitor added, smiling, “even as
the thing for the critic to find.”
This seemed a responsibility indeed. “You call it a little trick?”
“That’s only my little modesty. It’s really an exquisite scheme.”
“And you hold that you’ve carried the scheme out?”
“The way I’ve carried it out is the thing in life I think a bit well of
myself for.”
I had a pause. “Don’t you think you ought—just a trifle—to assist the
critic?”
“Assist him? What else have I done with every stroke of my pen? I’ve
shouted my intention in his great blank face!” At this, laughing out
again, Vereker laid his hand on my shoulder to show the allusion wasn’t
to my personal appearance.
“But you talk about the initiated. There must therefore, you see, _be_
initiation.”
“What else in heaven’s name is criticism supposed to be?” I’m afraid I
coloured at this too; but I took refuge in repeating that his account of
his silver lining was poor in something or other that a plain man knows
things by. “That’s only because you’ve never had a glimpse of it,” he
returned. “If you had had one the element in question would soon have
become practically all you’d see. To me it’s exactly as palpable as the
marble of this chimney. Besides, the critic just _isn’t_ a plain man: if
he were, pray, what would he be doing in his neighbour’s garden? You’re
anything but a plain man yourself, and the very raison d’être of you all
is that you’re little demons of subtlety. If my great affair’s a secret,
that’s only because it’s a secret in spite of itself—the amazing event
has made it one. I not only never took the smallest precaution to keep
it so, but never dreamed of any such accident. If I had I shouldn’t in
advance have had the heart to go on. As it was, I only became aware
little by little, and meanwhile I had done my work.”
“And now you quite like it?” I risked.
“My work?”
“Your secret. It’s the same thing.”
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