Winifred girded herself mentally for her task. She and lively Miss
Forrester had never discussed spiritual things together. They spoke
freely of their choirs and of church, but that never seemed dissonant
with the most frivolous social things. Now as Winifred thought of the
real Holy Place and the worship there "in spirit and in truth," it
seemed difficult to speak of it. She began bravely, and began at the
beginning, with Mr. Bond's sermon. She rehearsed many of the things
that he said, and told frankly of her own conviction of the truth and
how it troubled her. Adele listened gravely and with a sympathetic
moisture in her eyes as Winifred told, with little hitches in her voice
and evident effort at self-control, of her determination to leave the
theater of her unreal worship, and then of the way she had found into
the real presence of God and of His forgiveness. She paused here, and
Adele put her arms impulsively about her and kissed her.
"Winnie," she said, "you know I always loved you. I love you better
than ever now."
Then they both cried, though they could not have explained to each
other why. Adele was the first to recover herself.
"I am such a goose," she said. "I always cry. But now, Winnie," she
added, "are you not going to keep on singing, only 'in spirit and in
truth,' as you say?"
"I hope I shall keep on singing," said Winifred, slowly, "but I dare
not trust myself, just now anyhow, to go on with the choir. I am so
used to singing for applause"--and she blushed at the remembrance of
such a motive in the house of the Lord--"or for music's sake, I am
afraid I should find myself doing so still. I mean to worship God
truly," and a look of determination settled the sensitive face into
resolute lines; "and I shall try to do that which will help me most to
that end. It seems to me now that that will be to join the others
unobserved. Perhaps I shall see it differently some day, but now I
feel it safer to put my poor, vain, little self as far out of sight as
possible and try to think of God."
"You are a dear, honest little thing!" cried Adele affectionately.
Then she added very seriously, "but it almost seems to me that if your
objections are right they might apply to the whole system."
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