Winifred looked perplexed. She had dimly thought of that. The word
"system" recalled Mr. Bond's phrase, "an organized system of
unreality," which she had turned over in her mind a number of times.
Would he call the choir that? She thought of the leader, who professed
nothing as a Christian; of the organist, who, she must admit, was a
drunkard; of George Frothingham with his careless indifference; and of
herself of two days ago. Perhaps there were others--very likely there
were--who sang with grace in their hearts unto the Lord, but it
certainly looked as though that were no object in their selection. But
she thought of Doctor Schoolman, who raised no objections and always
sat with such an expression of bland repose while they sang. She
thought of the elders--her own father among them--and, indeed, of
common consent everywhere in all the churches; at least, all she knew.
Who was she, who was only "just beginning to worship," that she should
entertain ideas contrary to them all?
"I don't know," she said hesitatingly to Adele, "I hope you will not
think my ideas revolutionary. I can't judge for others--others so much
wiser than I. But, for myself, I think I see the way I ought to take."
And so she settled the matter for herself, on her own convictions.
"Perhaps you are right," Adele said.
She could not speak further of the opera which seemed awkwardly out of
place in the light of what Winifred had said. After a pause she said:
"I'm afraid we are all hypocrites more or less, but it is a wonder we
had not thought of it before. But, do you know, I've sometimes thought
it rather queer that Mr. Francis should sing in our choir? He is a
confessed infidel. I do not believe our rector knows it. I do not
think he would allow it. Mr. Francis just drifted into the choir when
we needed a basso very much. But, when you think of it, isn't it
blasphemy to take the name of the Lord, whom he professes not to
believe in, so solemnly upon his lips in church?"
Winifred consented that so it seemed to her.
Then a sudden recollection amused Miss Forrester. "Speaking of
worshipers," she said, "now there is my precious Cousin Dick. How do
you think he occupied himself in the midst of Morning Prayer a couple
of Sundays ago? The rogue! I certainly was keeping the run of the
service, but it was edifying to see his head bowed so devoutly until he
passed a slip of paper over to me. What do you think was on it? Not a
suddenly inspired hymn, but some doggerel lines about
"'A certain young woman
Who sang high soprano.'
"I looked daggers at him, but of course he saw I wanted to laugh. Then
he looked such a picture of rapt piety! Oh, he is a _case_!" And
Adele gave way to the laughter she had smothered in church.
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