India -- History -- 1000-1526 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Reincarnation -- Fiction
Obediently the girl rose, left her embroidery lying on the cushions,
and went out of the room. When she was gone, Ahalya stretched herself
still more lazily on her divan, closed her eyes to the light, and,
as if she saw with her mind things more beautiful than real, smiled
slightly, and began to sing the swaying melody of the poppy dance.
About her was a perfect stillness. Not a sound, not so much as the
tones of women’s voices from the interior of the zenana, penetrated to
her solitude. Perhaps her reverie was broken by the silence, but she
only smiled the more; for it had come to be an uncanny habit with her
to smile through her loneliest and saddest hours. Only at those rare
times when joy or interest lifted her out of herself did her face show
all the strength and purity of its melancholy beauty. Her heritage from
her mother was a self-defence of constant concealment, and a kind of
inward cynicism, which, never revealed on the surface, was nevertheless
constantly nourished and strengthened by the many humiliations of her
existence. Just now she was considering her performance of the evening
before, and the results of it, when, after she had left the theatre,
her lord had come to her in great anger, expecting tears, repentance,
and abasement from her, and had got only petulance, rebellion, and
remorseless laughter, so that finally, worked into a fierce rage,
he had left her alone to wake to a realization of her offence. This
realization had by no means come; and she fully expected the Rajah to
appear before her that evening humbly craving favor; for experience
had taught her that she need never be the first to surrender.
Rai-Khizar-Pál loved her far more dearly than she, unhappy child,
cared for him, grave, honorable, and just as he was; and it was to her
carelessness of favor and the consummate skill with which she let that
carelessness be known, that the Lady Ahalya owed the favoritism she
enjoyed and the rooms she lived in.
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