The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3) — John Shaqi
The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
Fiction
Helen’s face became instantly of a ghastly whiteness. She turned an
affrighted glare upon Mrs. Truebody. Her lips moved as though she would
speak but could not. A film spread itself over her eyes, a moment before
unnaturally bright, and she swooned away.
Mrs. Truebody let fall her hand, and hastened to apply restoratives.
Her tears fell fast upon the pallid countenance over which she bent like
a tender mother.
“Poor child” she murmured. “Poor deluded child! Riches have not saved her
from sin, nor spared her sorrow. Oh, woman! woman! you, who claim this
frail creature as your child, what have you not to answer for!”
Once again Helen became conscious, and now she was face to face with
her true position--now she felt more terribly the upbraidings of
self-reproach, for not having complied with Hugh’s passionate appeal to
her. But the opportunity was passed. He was gone--perhaps to heaven. She
was here alone--alone with her sin.
Something to Mrs. Truebody’s surprise, she did not exhibit the violent
emotions she had expected her to give way to, on being restored to a
full sense of her position. She wept, it is true--her eyes rained tears,
and her sobs--low, wailing sobs--were very painful to hear--but she was
almost motionless; it was as though she cowered beneath the bed-clothes
to hide herself for very shame.
After a time she whispered--
“This is a dreadful secret--a most dreadful secret. I have had, since I
have laid here, a terrifying sense of the truth, but I drove it away--I
would not think of it, I would not believe it--but oh! is it true--is it
true?”
“It _is_ true,” repeated Mrs. Truebody, emphatically.
Helen clasped her hands, and said to her, imploringly--
“Leave me to deal with this fearful discovery alone, but oh! Mrs.
Truebody, if you have a spark of human charity, breathe not to mortal
the calamity with which Heaven has afflicted me in meting out to me my
deserts. Oh! think of my father’s and of my mother’s pride in the honour
of our house. To know of my fall would crush them--that foul blot on
their escutcheon would slay them. Oh! Mrs. Truebody, let me not add
murder to my dread fault, I implore you, I pray of you--upon my knees
with bitter, bitter tears I will pray of you, as you alone discovered my
secret, so retain it in your own bosom.”
“Be comforted in this, my poor child,” she replied: “I will not add a
pang to the anguish which I am sure you must now so keenly suffer, but
what I must know, and what I will know, is, the course you are going to
adopt.”
“You shall know as soon as I have the power to decide. At present my
brain is racked with agony, my temples burn and throb: I cannot collect
my thoughts into anything like coherency. Let me but have quiet--quiet,
Mrs. Truebody, and I shall be able then to shape out the path my guilt
and shame may compel me to take, without injuring or degrading those who
are so jealous of their virtue and their fame.”
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