The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 2 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
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“Ah!” thought Mrs. Truebody, “if they had mixed up with this stern
purity of character a little common humanity. If the haughty mother of
this frail sinful girl had been but as proud of being a good, watchful,
loving parent as she has been of her long line of ancestry, this
dreadful thing surely had not happened.” She turned to Helen, and said--
“You shall have quiet and rest--so that you may gather strength to
reflect upon the consequences of your terrible error, and pray to God
for pardon.”
“I will try to do all you counsel,” responded Helen, excitedly, though
speaking in the same hissing undertone; “but I must be left for a time
to myself--be alone, quite alone! Above all, let not Eva come to me!”
“Miss Grahame?”
“No!--no!--no! Not Eva!--not Eva! I cannot now dare to look in her
sinless face. I cannot bear the soft gaze of her innocent eyes, nor hear
those affectionate words emanating from her pure heart, without acutely
feeling each look, each tone of her dear voice, as a terrible reproach.
I have so looked down upon her simplicity, taunted her guilelessness,
scoffed at her singleness of heart, that the very sight of her seems to
humble me to the dust.”
“She will be so very grieved, to be forbidden the usual seat by your
bedside,” said Mrs. Truebody, deprecatingly.
“I know it--I feel it. I can see her turning sorrowfully away when you
deny her access to me, but she is now to me an angel of such spotless
purity, and I so foul, so black, so begrimed with wickedness, that were
she to lay her tender hand upon me, and with those immaculate lips press
my hot forehead, I should shrink from her, fearing to pollute her by the
contact.”
“Whatever you may inwardly feel--and I would not have you repulse any
such sense of your grievous fault--it will be necessary to obtain a
control over your feelings, and to appear much as usual,” said Mrs.
Truebody; “and I would suggest to you that by refusing to see your
sister Eva--dear, sweet creature that she is--you will give rise to
questions which it will be difficult to answer.”
“I will be guided by you, but pray let me be alone for the next day or
two,” urged Helen. “You will tell her that, unless I am for a short time
left entirely to myself, my recovery will be greatly retarded. She
will not, after that, press her own kind desires in opposition to my
recovery. And, now, if my beating brain will let me, I will try to
sleep, and strive to gather strength; for, oh! I have a dreadful task to
encounter--a desperate part to play. Good night, Mrs. Truebody; remember
your promise!--not a word to mortal--not a word--not a word! as you hope
hereafter for mercy from the Almighty!”
Mrs. Truebody slept in a small antechamber. Her room door was in Helen’s
apartment, and this she always left open all night. Having performed a
few necessary duties, and bade Helen farewell for the night, she retired
to her bed.
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