Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
“Don’t talk like old Prexy Anderson to-night, Madge. It makes my head
ache. I don’t want to know the reason for things. I just want to know
the way out of them.”
Madelaine shook her head sadly.
“And so that’s how you met with this trouble? You wanted to spite your
mother again.”
“Not altogether. It wasn’t mother especially just then. It was
everything mother stood for. He flung at me, ‘Oh, you’re one of those
“nice” girls, are you?’ and it made me wild. I proposed to show him I
wasn’t one of those ‘nice’ girls and the sky was the limit. He couldn’t
fling any such insult in my teeth as that. Then I didn’t care what
happened.”
“You don’t love him?”
“I didn’t say so.”
“Well, would you marry him?”
“I don’t know. Oh, Madge, I don’t know anything—where I am—what I want
to do—what I ought to do—what’s to become of me. I guess my folks are
bothering most. Dad’s hard-boiled in lots of ways. Yet all the same, I
don’t fear him half so much as I do mother. It’ll scandalize her so
she’s going to make my life a misery. And not half so much because I’ve
done any moral wrong as because what I’ve done isn’t sanctioned by the
Best People. Damn the Best People! Who are they? Where are they? What
are they—that they should injure me so?”
“Calm yourself, child. Then it’s fright of your mother that’s bothering
you most?”
“I guess so. Yes!”
“Then don’t be frightened any more. Because when your mother comes to
Mount Hadley in the morning, I’ll take it upon myself to see her and
explain everything away all right. As for yourself, my foster-mother is
very sensible about such things. Perhaps that’s why I’ve come to look
upon them so impersonally myself. I’ll go up and have a talk with
mother. For a few months you can be our guest. When the crucial time
comes, mother will arrange matters. We are going abroad this summer. In
so far as any one, even your parents, need know, you are accompanying us
as our guest. My mother won’t even ask who you are, if you don’t care
for her to know; any name you wish to go by will be perfectly all
right.”
“And my mother need never learn?”
“That depends upon my talk with her in the morning. Just now, in so far
as Mount Hadley is concerned, you’ve broken down as a result of the
final exams, and the excitement of Commencement.”
“Oh, Madge! Madge!” Bernice went down suddenly on her knees with her
feverish head in Madelaine’s lap. She covered Madelaine’s cool, capable
hands with kisses. Her tears came in such a flood they dripped from her
dimpled chin. “Tell me, Madge—you know everything—tell me what’s ahead
for me. I don’t know, Madge. I never knew. Those things were always
‘shocking! shocking!’”
In the next half-hour Madelaine simplified the great fundamentals of
life into words of one syllable. Bernie clung to her convulsively when
Madelaine came to leave.
“There’s a God,” whispered the tanner’s daughter thickly, reverently,
“because He made you, Madelaine Theddon!”
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