One afternoon she sat in the drawing-room of the pretty little house
they had taken in Deanery Street, Park Lane. She was thinking, very
definitely. The silent processes of even an ordinary woman’s mind--what
great male writer would not give two years of his life to sit with them
and watch them, as the poet watches the flight of a swallow, or the
astronomer the processions of the sky? A curious gale was raging through
the town, touzling its thatch of chimney-pots, doing violence to
the demureness of its respectable streets. Night was falling, and in
Piccadilly those strange, gay hats that greet the darkness were coming
out like eager, vulgar comets in a dim and muttering firmament. It was
just the moment when the outside mood of the huge city begins to undergo
a change, to glide from its comparative simplicity of afternoon into
its leering complexity of evening. Each twenty-four hours London has its
moment of emancipation, its moment in which the wicked begin to breathe
and the good to wonder, when “How?” and “Why?” are on the lips of the
opposing factions, and only the philosophers who know--or think they
know--their human nature hold themselves still, and feel that man is at
the least ceaselessly interesting.
Winifred sat by the fire and held a council. She called her thoughts
together and gave audience to her suspicions, and her brown eyes were
wide and rather mournful as her counsellors uttered each a word of hope
or of warning.
Eustace was out. He had gone to a concert, and had not returned.
She was holding a council to decide something in reference to him.
The honeymoon weeks had brought her just as far as the question, “Do I
know my husband at all, or is he, so far, a total stranger?”
Some people seem to draw near to you as you look at them steadily,
others to recede until they reach the verge of invisibility. Which was
Eustace doing? Did his outline become clearer or more blurred? Was he
daily more definite or more phantasmal? And the members of her council
drew near and whispered their opinions in Winifred’s attentive ears.
They were not all in accord at the first. Pros fought with cons, elbowed
them, were hustled in return. Sometimes there was almost a row, and she
had to stretch forth her hands and hush the tumult. For she desired a
calm conclave, although she was a woman.
And the final decision--if, indeed, it could be arrived at that
evening--was important. Love seemed to hang upon it, and all the sweets
of life; and the little wings of Love fluttered anxiously, as the little
wings of a bird flutter when you hold it in the cage of your hands,
prisoning it from its wayward career through the blue shadows of the
summer.
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