We go abroad in a throng of atoms, the basic materials of distant and
diverse forms of life. Sometimes they breathe upon us, sometimes we
hear them, sometimes we see them. At other times they move us to
love or hope or fear, melt us to tenderness, brace us to deep
efforts, or daze us with weird portents. To this vagabond star-dust
we can ascribe a sometime fit of passion or wrath, of madness or joy.
The world about us is all peopled with these spirit-mists. We live
red moments and white moments, odorous or musical moments, moments of
pain or love, brief or slow, loud or peaceful. Space, to repeat,
builds up nature out of its own substance: and likewise unchanging
time makes use of its own essence to assemble and arrange and fix the
order of events.
Evening came down wan and weeping over the uncertain scene. The mist
thickened into clouds like smoke, whilst silence and a baseless
lethargy soaked through the sluggish air. The giant tree loomed
straight and huge in the twilight, its form as ever, its colours
those which it had assumed on so many evenings. Neither shape nor
appearance was different from those with which it had fronted the
autumns of many years, and their intricate pallors; but never before
had it looked so desolate in the desolate splendour of its setting.
Its sadness was as patent as the sadness of the landscape: and since
neither the content nor the surface of this November gloaming
appeared different from those of past autumns the source of this
changed feeling had to be searched for. There was no motion in the
tree, nor stirring of a blade of grass, nor strange gleam through the
fog; nor did the chill air feel endued with a particular quality: yet
this depression over the world was true and heavy, weighing down all
spirits and things from some unknown direction, and by imperceptible
means. It could only have been the product of secret universal
influences vibrating in space as a cloud of invisible particles able
to link time to matter, as dreams to reality.
The giant was weary, the giant was sick: and the mysterious sorrow of
its pain was diffused about it like an odour. The low clouds
continued to collect together, darkening with their purple masses the
violet striations of the unwholesome sky. The still country-side was
suddenly stirred by a faint shudder. It was that the sun had set.
The first approach of evening yet held relics of the light of day:
and through it came another sudden tremor, which awoke the slumbering
air, and the inert earth, the pale grass, the scattered pebbles in
the plain, the roosting birds, the beasts in their dens men in their
houses, and insects in their inmost hiding-places. The pine-tree in
turn felt this invisible convulsion penetrate strangely from its
crest to its roots.
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