The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)Yates, Edmund
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The Forlorn Hope: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 2)
Yates, Edmund
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"Something came between Ronald and me for a little while," she said,
her low voice, which had hardly lost its sweetness at all, thrilling
the listener with inexpressible pain. "I cannot tell what exactly; but
it is all over now, and he is--as he used to be--the best and kindest
of brothers. But there is someone--not papa; I am not talking of poor
papa now--better and kinder still. Do you know whom I mean?" The sweet
steady blue eyes looked at him quite innocent and unabashed. "I Mean
_you_."
"Me!" he said, looking up hastily; "me!"
"Yes; best and kindest of all to me. And when Ronald will not have me
any longer, I want you to promise me to be his friend too. They say he
is hard in his disposition and his ways; he never was to me, but once
for a little while; and I should like him to see you often, and be
with you much, that he may be reminded of me. As long as he remembers
me he will not be hard to anyone; and he will remember me whenever he
sees you."
Thus the sister interpreted the brother's late repentance, and
endeavoured to render it a source of blessing to the two men whom she
loved.
"When you left Kilsyth," she said, "and came here, and when I heard
the dreadful affliction that had befallen you, it made me very
unhappy. It seemed, somehow, awful to me that sorrow should have come
to you through me."
"It did not," he replied. "Don't think so; don't say so! Did anyone
tell you so? It would have come all the same--"
"It would not," she said solemnly; "it would not. If I never felt it
before, I must have come to feel it now, that I caused unconsciously a
dreadful misfortune. You are here with me; you make suffering, you
make death, light and easy to me. And you were away from _her_ when
she was dying who had a right to look for you by her side. I hope she
has forgiven me where all is forgiven."
There was silence between them for a while. Wilmot's agony was quite
beyond description, and almost beyond even his power of self-control.
Madeleine was quite calm; but the bright red spots had faded away from
her cheekbones, and she was deadly pale. His eyes were fixed upon her
face--eagerly, despairingly, as though he would have fixed it before
them for ever, a white phantom to beset, of his free will, all his
future life. Another racking fit of coughing came on, and then, when
it had subsided, Madeleine fell again into one of the sudden short
sleeps which had become habitual to her, and which told Wilmot so
plainly of the progress of exhaustion. It was only of a few minutes'
duration; and when she again awoke, her cheeks had the red spots on
them once more. He watched her more and more eagerly, to see if she
would resume the tone in which she had been speaking, and which, while
it tortured him to listen to it, he had not the courage to interrupt
or interdict. There was a little, a very little more excitement in the
voice and in the eyes as she said,
"You are not going to be a doctor any more, they tell me, now that you
are a rich man."
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