"My dear father," she said entreatingly, "please do not tell me that
you really mean--that you really think you would like to--that you
would consider--this man--"
He turned on her a suddenly direct, confessing look.
"Aimée, I have _arranged_ this matter."
He added heavily, "To-night. That is what I came to tell you."
In the silence that settled upon them he finally ceased his effort
to ignore her shocked dismay. He abandoned his airy pretense that
the affair could possibly evoke her enthusiasm. He sucked at his
cigarette like a rather sullen little boy.
"I have always indulged you, Aimée," he said at last, without
looking round at her. "I hope you are not going to make me
infernally sorry."
"I think you are m-making me inf-fernally sorry," said an unsteady
little voice.
He looked about. His daughter was sitting very still upon the
gilded sofa beneath the banner of Mahomet; as he regarded her two
great tears formed in her dark eyes and ran slowly down her cheeks.
With a sound of impatience he jumped to his feet and began to pace
up and down the room.
This, he pointed out heatedly, to her, was what a man got who
indulged his daughter. This is what came of French and English
governesses and modern ideas.... After all he had done--more than
any other father! To sit and weep! Weep--at such a marriage! What
did she expect of life? Was she not as other women? Did she never
look ahead? Had she no pride, no ambition--no hopes? Did she wish
never to marry, then, to become an _old mees_ like her English
companion?
"I am but eighteen," she said quiveringly. "Oh, my father, do not
give me to this unknown--"
"Unknown--unknown! Do I not know him?"
"But you promised--"
Angrily he gestured with his cigarette. "Do I know what is good for
you or do I not? Have I your interest at heart--tell me! Am I a
savage, a dolt--"
"But you do not know what it is to be unhappy. I beg of you, my
father,--I should die with such a life before me, with such a man
for my husband. I am too French, too like my mother--"
"Ah, your mother!... Too French, are you?... But what would you have
in France?" he demanded with the bursting appearance of a man
making every effort to restrain himself within unreasonable bounds.
"Would not your parents there arrange your marriage? You might see
the fiancé," he caught the words out of her mouth, "but only for a
time or two--after the arrangements--and what is that? What more
would you know than what your father knows? Are you a thing to be
exhibited--given to a man to gaze at and appraise? I tell you,
no.... You are my daughter. You bear my name. And when you marry you
marry in the sanctity of the custom of your father--and you go to
your husband's house as his mother went to his father."
Timidly she protested, "But my mother--and you--"
"Do not speak of your mother! If she were here she would counsel
gratitude and obedience." He turned his back on her. "This is what
comes," he muttered, "of this modernity, this education...."
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