He pitched away his stub as if he were casting all that he hated
away with it.
She had never seen him so angry. Helplessly she felt that his vanity
and his word were engaged with the general more than she had
dreamed. She felt a surge of panic at the immensity of the trouble
before her.
"But, my father, if you love me--"
"No, my little one, if _you_ love _me_!"
With a sudden assumption of good humor over the angry red mottling
his olive cheeks, he came and sat beside her, putting his arm about
her silently shrinking figure.
"I am a weak fool to stay and drink a woman's tears, as the saying
goes," he told her, "but this is what a man gets for being good
natured.... But, tears or not, I know what is best.... Come, Aimée,
have I not ever been fond of you--?"
He patted her hand with his own plump one where bright rings were
sparkling deep in the encroaching flesh. Aimée looked down with a
sudden wild dislike.... That soft, ingratiating hand, with its
dimples and polished nails, which thought it could pat her so easily
into submission....
It was nothing to him, she thought, chokingly, whether she was happy
or unhappy. He had decided on the match--perhaps he had foreseen her
protests and plunged into it, so as to be committed against her
entreaties!--and he was not stopped by any thought of her feelings.
After all her hopes! After all he had promised!
But she told herself that she had never been secure. Beneath all her
trust there had always been the silent fear, slipping through the
shadows like a serpent.... Some instinct for character, more
precocious than her years, had whispered through her fond blindness,
and initiated her into foreboding.
"Come now, my dear," he said heartily, "this is a surprise, of
course, but after all you will find it is for the best--much for the
best--"
His voice died away. After a long pause, "You may make the
arrangements," she told him in a still, tenacious little voice, "but
you cannot make me marry him.... I will never put on the marriage
dress.... Never wear the diadem.... Never stir one step within his
house."
A complete silence succeeded this declaration. He got up violently
from beside her. She did not dare look at him. He was going away,
she thought.
It would be the beginning of war. She did not know what he would do
but she knew that she would endure it.
And the gossip of the harems would be her protection. Her
opposition, bruited through those feminine channels, would not be
long in reaching Hamdi Bey.... And no man could to-day be so callous
of his pride or the world's opinion that he would be willing to
receive such a revolting bride.
Did her father think of that, that poor, pale power of hers? He
stood irresolute, as if meditating a last exhortation, and then
suddenly turned on her the haggard face of a violent despair.
"Would you see me ruined?" he said passionately.
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