Hilda was almost in tears--it was all intensely real to her. She felt
that he was superfine, that he suffered more than ordinary folk, like
herself and her people. "I'll do the best I can," she pleaded.
"It would be best for you to introduce them to me at once and let ME
speak."
"No--no," she protested earnestly, terror in her voice and her hand
trembling in his. "That would spoil everything. You wouldn't
understand them, or they you. I'll speak--and see you Monday night."
"Let it be so," he conceded. "But I must depart. I am studying a new
role." He had an engagement to take supper with several of his
intimates at the Irving Place cafe, where he could throw aside the
heaviest parts of his pose and give way to his appetite for beer and
Schweizerkase sandwiches. "How happy we shall be!" he murmured
tenderly, kissing her cheek and thinking how hard it was to be
practical and keep remote benefits in mind when she was so beautiful
and so tempting and so trustful. He said aloud: "I am impatient,
soul's delight! Is it strange?" And he bowed like a stage courtier to
a stage queen and left her.
She joined Sophie and Heilig and walked along in silence, Sophie
between Otto and her. He caught glimpses of her face, and it made his
heart ache and his courage faint to see the love-light in her eyes--and
she as far away from him as Heaven from hell, far away in a world from
which he was excluded. He and Sophie left her at her father's and he
took Sophie home.
Sophie felt that she had done a fair evening's work--not progress, but
progress in sight. "At least," she reflected, "he's seeing that he
isn't in it with Hilda and never can be. I must hurry her on and get
her married to that fool. A pair of fools!"
Heilig found his mother waiting up for him. As she saw his expression,
anxiety left her face, but cast a deeper shadow over her heart. She
felt his sorrow as keenly as he--she who would have laid down her life
for him gladly.
"Don't lose heart, my big boy," she said, patting him on the shoulder
as he bent to kiss her.
At this he dropped down beside her and hid his face in her lap and
cried like the boy-man that he was. "Ach, Gott, mother, I love her
SO!" he sobbed.
Her tears fell on the back of his head. Her boy--who had gone so
bravely to work when the father was killed at his machine, leaving them
penniless; her boy--who had laughed and sung and whistled and diffused
hope and courage and made her feel that the burden was not a burden but
a joy for his strong, young shoulders.
"Courage, beloved!" she said. "Hilda is a good girl. All will yet be
well." And she felt it--God would not be God if He could let this
heart of gold be crushed to powder.
III
FORTUNE FAVORS THE IMPUDENT
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