Like all people who lead useful lives and neither have nor pretend to
have acquired tastes for fine-drawn emotion, Otto and Hilda indulged in
little mooning. They put aside their burdens--hers of dread, his of
despair--and went about the work that had to be done and that
healthfully filled almost all their waking moments; and when bed-time
came their tired bodies refused either to sit up with their brains or
to let their brains stay awake. But it was gray and rainy for Hilda
and black night for Otto.
On Sunday morning he rose at half-past three, instead of at four, his
week-day rising time. Many of his hard-working customers were astir
betimes on Sunday to have the longer holiday. As they would spend the
daylight hours in the country and would not reach home until after the
shop had closed, they bought the supplies for a cold or warmed-up
supper before starting. Otto looked so sad--usually he was in high
spirits--that most of these early customers spoke to him or to Joe
Schwartz about his health. There were few of them who did not know what
was troubling him. Among those friendly and unpretending and
well-acquainted people any one's affairs were every one's affairs--why
make a secret of what was, after all, only the routine of human life
the world over and the ages through? Thus Otto had the lively but
tactful sympathy of the whole community.
He became less gloomy under the warmth of this succession of friendly
faces and friendly inquiries. But as trade slackened, toward noon, he
had more leisure to think, and the throbbing ache returned to his heavy
heart. All the time pictures of her were passing before his eyes. He
had known her so long and she had become such an intimate part of his
daily life, so interwoven with it, that he could not look at present,
past or future without seeing her.
Why, he had known her since she was a baby. Did he not remember the
day when he, a small boy on his way to school, had seen her toddle
across the sidewalk in front of him? Could he ever forget how she had
reached with great effort into a snowbank, had dug out with her small,
red-mittened hands a chunk of snow, and, lifting it high above her
head, had thrown it weakly at him with such force that she had fallen
headlong upon the sidewalk? He had seen her every day since
then--every day!
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