He most clearly of all recalled her as a school-girl. Those were the
days of the German bands of six and seven and even eight pieces,
wandering as the hand-organs do now. And always with them came a swarm
of little girls who danced when the band played, and of little boys who
listened and watched. He had often followed her as she followed a
band, all day on a Saturday. And he had never wearied of watching her
long, slim legs twinkling tirelessly to the music. She invented new
figures and variations on steps which the other girls adopted. She and
her especial friends became famous among the children throughout the
East Side; even grown people noted the grace and originality of a
particular group of girls, led by a black-haired, slim-legged one who
danced with all there was of her. And how their mothers did whip them
when they returned from a day of this forbidden joy! But they were off
again the next Saturday--who would not pass a bad five minutes for the
sake of hours on hours of delight?
And Hilda was gone from his life, was sailing away on his ship--was it
not his ship? was not its cargo his hopes and dreams and plans?--was
sailing away with another man at the helm! And he could do
nothing--must sit dumb upon the shore.
At half-past twelve he closed the shop and, after the midday dinner
with his mother, went down to Brauner's. Hilda was in the room back of
the shop, alone, and so agitated with her own affairs that she forgot
to be cold and contemptuous to Otto. He bowed to her, then stood
staring at the framed picture of Die Wacht am Rhein as if he had never
before seen the wonderful lady in red and gold seated under a tree and
gazing out over the river--all the verses were underneath. When he
could stare at it no longer he turned to the other wall where hung the
target bearing the marks of Paul Brauner's best shots in the prize
contest he had won. But he saw neither the lady watching the Rhine nor
the target with its bullet holes all in the bull's-eye ring, and its
pendent festoon of medals. He was longing to pour out his love for
her, to say to her the thousand things he could say to the image of her
in his mind when she was not near. But he could only stand, an awkward
figure, at which she would have smiled if she had seen it at all.
She went out into the shop. While he was still trying to lay hold of
an end of the spinning tangle of his thoughts and draw it forth in the
hope that all would follow, she returned, fright in her eyes. She
clasped her hands nervously and her cheeks blanched. "Mr. Feuerstein!"
she exclaimed. "And he's coming here! What SHALL I do?"
"What is the matter?" he asked.
She turned upon him angrily--he was the convenient vent for her
nervousness. "It's all your fault!" she exclaimed. "They want to
force me to marry you. And I dare not bring here the man I love."
"My fault?" he muttered, dazed. "I'm not to blame."
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