Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
Then an unaccountable longing seized her for her mother—she longed
to throw her arms round her mother’s neck and cry upon her shoulder.
With a little plaintive moan she started off again for the house, but
by the time she reached the doorstep the craving had passed.
10
For half an hour after Ivy left him, Jerry lay on his face in
Forges Wood, motionless save every now and then for a quiver of his
shoulders. Over him the boughs of the ash-trees cracked and sighed,
under him the trodden leaves rustled creepingly. He felt them cold
and moist against his cheek, with the clammy mould of nettles, weeds
that were trampled and dead. His heart in him was dead—cold, heavy
and sodden as a piece of rain-soaked earth. The fire in him was
out—it had driven him mad and died. By his short madness, scarcely
five minutes long, he had lost Ivy for ever. She was gone as the
summer was gone from the woods, but, unlike the summer, she would
never come back. A sour, eternal autumn lay before him, sour as the
grass and toadstools of Forges Field, eternal as the blind, creeping
force from which toadstools are spawned into fields and poor men’s
hearts.
At last he rose to his feet, and stumbled off, plunging into the
thickets of Forges Wood, through the ash-plats and the oak-scrub.
Scarcely realising what he was doing, he forced his way out of the
wood, through its hedge of brambled wattles, into the lane. The
pewterish sky hung low over the hedges, and in its dull glimmer he
could see the road under his feet. He soon clambered out of the lane,
pushing through the hedge into the fields of Padgham. To eastward
lay the thick, black woods of Furnacefield, and the cry of an owl
came out of them, plaintively.
Jerry wandered in the fields till dawn, his heart cold and heavy as
a clod, though now and then little crawls of misery went into it,
like a live thing creeping into the earth. He had lost Ivy for ever
... his own madness—which was gone—had taken her from him ... she was
gone, as the summer was gone from the woods....
He came nearly as far south as Hazard’s Green, but mostly roamed in
his own tracks, prowling the barns of Burntkitchen. Then, when a
thin, greenish light shone like mould on the pewtered sky, a sudden
childish craving came to him, the same that had come to Ivy in the
orchard. As she had wanted her mother in her fright and misery, so he
wanted his father, and ran home.
11
A light was burning at the Horselunges, but the cold lamp of dawn
shone on Jerry as he stood fumbling in the doorway, then, finding the
door unlocked, crept in. A footstep creaked in his father’s room, and
the next minute the door was flung open and the minister stood at the
top of the stairs, blocked against the light, looming, monstrous,
like a huge black Satan.
“Where’ve you been?”
“In the woods.”
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