Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
Jerry’s teeth were chattering as his father took him by the arm and
pulled him into the room. A fire was burning on the hearth, with the
old, old cat purring squeakily before it, while the broken-winged
thrush, which Mr. Sumption had forgotten to cover up for the night,
hopped to and fro, twittering its best effort at a song.
“Oh, may the Lord forgive you, you scamp,” groaned the minister, as
Jerry fell crumpled on the sofa. His boots and uniform were caked
with leaf-mould and clay, his hair was full of leaves and mud and his
face was streaked with dirty wet.
“Are you hungry?”
“No.”
There was a pot of something on the fire, but it was just as well
that Jerry was not hungry, for it had been burnt to a cinder long ago.
“I’ve been sitting up for you all night,” said Mr. Sumption. “When
you didn’t come in, I went over to Worge, and Ivy said you’d been out
with her, but had gone off by yourself, she didn’t know where. She’s
a kind girl, and told me not to worry.”
“Father—I’ve lost her for ever.”
It was the first time he had said the words aloud, and their
wretchedness swept over him, breaking his spirit, so that he began to
cry.
“I’ve lost her ... I was mad ... and she’s gone.”
Mr. Sumption stood staring at the small, slight figure on the sofa,
lying with its dirty face turned away, its back showing him the split
tunic of a soldier of the King. His bowels yearned towards the son of
the woman from Ihornden, and his rage switched violently from Jerry
to the cause of his grief.
“Drat the girl! Drat the slut! What is she after, despising her
betters? She’s led you on—she’s played with you. Don’t trouble about
her, Jerry, my boy. She isn’t worth it.”
“I love her,” gasped Jerry—“and I’ve lost her. It’s my own fault. I
went mad. I frightened her.... Father, I’m a beast—I reckon Satan’s
got me.”
Mr. Sumption patted his shoulder.
“I reckon Satan’s got me,” moaned the boy—“or why did I go wild like
that?”
“Satan can’t hurt the elect.”
“What’s that to me? I reckon I’m none of your elect. I’m just a poor
boy who’s done for himself.”
Mr. Sumption dropped on his knees beside him, and began to pray.
“O Lord, Thou hast given me a sore trial in this son of mine, and now
terrible doubts are in my soul as to whether he is one of the elect
for whom Jesus died. O Lord, he’s my flesh and bone, and the flesh
and bone of my dear wife who’s dead, and yet it looks as if Satan had
got him. O Lord, save my son from the lion and my darling from the
power of the dog, from the dreadful day that shall burn like an oven,
and the furnace of pitch and tow....”
“Father, have done, do—you give me the creeps.”
“I’m praying for your soul, ungrateful child.”
“Let my soul be—I’m tired to death.”
Indeed a grey shade of utter weariness had crept into his skin, so
that his face looked ghastly in the morning twilight fighting round
the lamp. Mr. Sumption, who had stood up, knelt down again, and took
off Jerry’s boots.
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