Platonic love -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Schoolboys -- England -- Fiction; Teenage boys -- England -- Fiction
For through all his childhood a subtle music had whispered like an
undersong――the music of water, the music of running water, of sighing
water――seeming to shape his very soul, making it pliant, graceful,
gentle and pure, giving to it that gift or malady of reverie, which was
itself like the endless flowing away of a stream. The noise of water
had been ever in his ears. At night, if he had chanced to awaken, he
had heard the low sad wash of the waves; in the daytime he had often
lain for hours on the bank of a stream that flowed among the roots of
water-willows by the foot of the apple-orchard,――lain there and let his
thoughts run on and on with the running water, so fresh! so clear! so
pure! And in the rose-garden there was an old moss-stained fountain,
a fountain that sang in the sunshine, and wept in the twilight, and
sobbed in the night――a fountain that murmured through the noontide to
a lazy boy, whispering of the wanderings of Odysseus, and of Jason
and the golden fleece――a fountain that curved up against the blue and
splashed back into a basin of broad green leaves――a fountain coloured
by the rainbow of romance, and brushed by the outstretched wings of
Love.
Sometimes in the evenings he would sit for a while with his father
on the lawn before the house, or play a game of croquet with him;
and sometimes in the mornings he did his lessons there, or in the
side-garden, while the scent of roses, and the low booming whisper
of the bees, drifted slowly past. And whenever he looked up he would
see, stretching away from him, trim dark walks, and soft green turf,
and brilliant flower-beds, all very still and quiet under a yellow
summer sun――he would see arches of climbing roses, dahlias with their
petals opened wide to the heat, the sunlight itself, like a stream of
daffodils, falling from the deep blue sky. A place to dream the sleepy
hours away! a place suggestive of, leading to, that inner contemplative
life, to the boy, even then, so precious! And looking at it now, in
retrospect, he was conscious of a drowsy calm that had hung everywhere
and over everything, hardly stirring with the faint wind; an absolute
freedom from all troublous things, from all the tumult and discord
of the world. Attuned to such surroundings he had grown up; on hot
afternoons lying in the dark, cool, fragrant shadow of a great beech
tree that grew close to the house――not reading, feeling rather than
thinking, letting the impression of everything about him sink into
his soul, to be afterwards an ever-present picture there, a picture
of perfect beauty, of that ideal or spiritual beauty which, according
to Plato, must lift one’s spirit to God――willing to live and die just
there, never wandering quite so far afield even, as those dark blue
hills one could see, from the upper windows, melting into the sky.
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