Platonic love -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Schoolboys -- England -- Fiction; Teenage boys -- England -- Fiction
A rather sensuous boy perhaps! One, certainly, for whom the actual
colour, the physical charm of life, of the visible world, meant much. A
gentle boy too; warm-hearted, loving and happy, innocent and pure....
The visible world!――was it not almost sentient? From the trees and the
sky, from the restless sea and the wind had emerged, at any rate, that
imaginary playmate who had made his life beautiful; the messenger of
Eros; the fair boy who had come to him from his strange garden, his
meadow of asphodel.
And then――he had gone to school.
II
They had indeed often discussed it. It had been perpetually there――a
source of wonder and many questions――a thing which hovered and danced,
drew near and retreated, a thing which could be referred to at any
moment without notice or introduction, a kind of enchanted castle which
grew up into the sky with lightning-like rapidity, and as quickly
vanished. It had not been, however, until he was close on sixteen that
the decisive step had been actually taken, that the vision had given
place to reality.
His father brought him and departed again, leaving Graham with a
sinking heart in the midst of his new world. How dreadfully different
from anything he had ever known it was all going to be! For the first
time in his life he felt thoroughly miserable.
Yet, in a way, he was to be singularly fortunate. Far sooner than
might have been expected he dropped into his new life. He had never,
of course, played either cricket or football, but he was naturally
strong and agile, and in the former game he now made rapid progress. It
was then that he learned how ready his new companions were with their
praise and encouragement. If he had known more of the world, indeed, he
might have marvelled not a little at his almost immediate popularity,
for doubtless, at first, he could not but have seemed ‘rather queer’ to
the others. Nevertheless they liked him, liked to be with him, and if
they occasionally found him alarmingly innocent――well! somehow, it was
only charming that he should be so. To be sure he _was_, now and again,
made fun of in a way; but that way was quite the kindliest in the
world, the very opposite from the way they might have taken had they
been so minded, had their desire been to hurt, to torment him.
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