It was Vi who broke the pleasant silence. “I hope you didn’t mind the
man talking.”
“Not at all. I expect I should have told you myself by and by.”
“Your mother must have been very beautiful. I like to think of her.
All this country seems so different now I know about her; it was so
impersonal before. Was--was she happy afterwards?”
I told her. I told her much more than I realized at the time. So few
people had ever cared to hear me talk about her, and for all of them
she was something past--dead and gone. My grandmother talked of her as
a lottery-ticket; so did the Spuffler; at home we never mentioned her at
all. Yet always she had been a real presence in my life. I felt jealous
for her; it seemed to me that she must be glad when we, whom she had
loved, remembered her with kindness.
Dorrie came back to us with her lap full of flowers. Seeing that we were
talking seriously, she seated herself quietly beside us and commenced to
weave the flowers into a chain.
The gate creaked. Footsteps came up the path. They paused; seemed to
hesitate; came forward again. Behind us they halted. Turning my head,
I saw an erect old man, white-haired, standing hat in hand, his back
toward us, regarding a weather-beaten grave.
We rose, instinctively feeling our presence irreverent. My eye caught
the name on the headstone of the grave:
MARY FRANCES EVRARD
BELOVED WIFE OF SIR CHARLES EVRARD
OF WOADLEY HALL
The old gentleman put on his hat, preparing to move away. Recognizing
our intention to give him privacy, he turned and bowed with stiff,
old-fashioned courtesy.
I gazed on him fascinated. It was the first time I had seen my
grandfather. His eyes fell full on my face.
His was one of the most remarkable faces I have ever gazed on. He was
clean shaven; his skin was ashy. His features were ascetic, boldly
chiseled and yet sensitively fine. They seemed to remodel themselves
with startling rapidity to express the thought that was passing in
his mind. The forehead was bony, high, and wrinkled. The nose was
large-nostriled and aquiline. The eye-brows were shaggy; beneath
them burnt sparks of fire, steady and almost cruel in their scorching
penetration. From the nostrils to the corners of the mouth two heavy
lines cut deep into the flesh, creating an expression of haughty
contemplation and aloof sadness. The mouth was prominent, fulllipped,
and almost sensual, had it not been so delicately shaped. The chin
was long, pointed, and sank into the breast. It was an actor’s face,
a poet’s face, a rejected prophet’s face, according to the mood which
animated it. When the lines deepened into sneering melancholy and the
corners of the large mouth drooped, it became almost Jewish. The strong
will that was always striving to cast the outward appearance into an
expression of immobile pride, was continually being thwarted by the
man’s quivering, abnormal capacity to feel and to be wounded.
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