He stared at me in troubled amazement. Yearning, despairing tenderness
fought its way into his eyes; for an instant, his whole expression
relaxed and softened. He had recognized my mother in me and was
remembering. He made a step towards me. Then his face went rigid again.
The skin drew tight over the cheek-bones. Setting his hat firmly on his
head, he turned upon his heel. At the gate he looked back once, against
his will. Then he passed out resolutely and vanished down the road.
Twilight was gathering as we drove back to Ransby. Rays of the sun crept
away from us westward through the meadows, like golden snakes. Vi and I
were silent--the presence of the driver put a constraint upon us.
He had a good deal to say, for he had warned all the village of my
arrival, and all the village, furtively from behind curtained windows,
had watched Sir Charles’s journey to and from the churchyard.
It had been pleasant at the inn to hear myself addressed as “Miss
Fannie’s son.” The windows of the low-ceilinged room in which we had
had our tea, faced out on the tall iron gates which gave entrance to
the park. Far up the driveway, hidden behind elms, we had just caught
a glimpse of Woadley Hall. And all the while we were eating, the
broad-hipped landlady had stood guard over us, talking about my mother
and the good old days. She had mistaken Vi for my wife at first; in
speaking to Dorrie she had referred to me as “your Papa.” Up to the last
she had persisted in including Vi and Dorrie in her prophecies for my
future. She never doubted that Vi and I were engaged. She assured us
that she ’oped to see us at the ’All one day, and a ’andsome
couple we would make.
At the time we had been abashed by her conversation, and had drunk our
tea in flustered fashion with our eyes in our cups. We had hated this
big complacent person for her clumsy, interfering kindness. But now,
as the little carriage threaded its way through dusky lanes, her errors
gave rise to a pleasant train of imaginings. I saw Vi as my wife--as
Lady Cardover, mistress of Woadley Hall. I planned the doings of
our days, from the horse-back ride in the early morning to the quiet
evenings together by the cozy fire. And why could it not be possible?
Country lovers, unashamed, with arms encircling one another, drew aside
to let us pass, as our lamps flashed down the road. Night birds were
calling. Meadowsweet and wild thyme spread their fragrance abroad. As
the wind blew inland, between great silences, it carried to our ears the
moan of the sea. While twilight hovered in the open spaces Dorrie, since
no one talked to her, kept up an undercurrent song:
“How far is it to Babylon?
_Three score miles and ten_.
Can I get there by candlelight?
_Ah yes,--and back again._”
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