On the long drive home across London, my grief at leaving Charity
Grove was partly mitigated by my new possession. It was a tremendous
experience to feel that I had it in my power to make a live thing, even
though it were but a hen, sad or happy. I discussed with Uncle Obad all
the care that was necessary for egg-production. I got him to work out
sums for me. If my hen were to lay an egg every other day throughout the
year, how much money would I make by selling each egg to my father at a
penny? I felt that the foundations of my financial fortunes were secure.
The genuineness of my expectations made my uncle restless and ashamed;
he knew that the hen had passed her first youth, and suggested that
pepper in her food might help matters.
It was supper-time when I arrived home. I let the hen loose on the
lawn to stretch her legs. My father was busy as usual, but he delayed a
little longer over the meal in honor of my home-coming.
Some of the things I blurted out about my uncle must have revealed to
him the comradeship that lay between us. He had risen from the table,
but he sat down again. “You have known your uncle just a fortnight,” he
said, “and yet you seem to have told him more about yourself than you
have told me in all these years. Why is it, Dante? You’re not afraid of
me? It can’t be that.” We were both of us shy. He reached over and took
my hand, repeating, “It can’t be that.”
He knew that it was that and so did I. Yet he was hungry for my
affection. He was making an unaccustomed effort to win my confidence and
draw me out. But he spoke to me as though I was a grown man, whereas my
uncle to get near me had become himself a child. If he had only talked
to me about my white hen, I should have chattered. But I was awed by his
embarrassment, and remained silent and unresponsive.
He went on to tell me that all the time he was away from me in his study
he was working for my sake. “I want to have the money to give you a good
start in life. I never had it. You must succeed where I have failed.”
I understood very little of what he was saying except that money and
success seemed to be the same. That was the way Uncle Obad had talked
about poultry-raising. I had no idea where money came from or how it was
obtained. I must have asked him some question about it, for I recall one
of the phrases he used in replying, “A man succeeds not by what he does,
but by the things at which he has aimed.”
The red sun fell behind the trees while we talked, peered above my
father’s shoulder, and sank out of sight. It was dusk when I ran into
the garden.
I felt prisoned again--the door into the lane was locked and the walls
were all about me. The lamp in my father’s study was kindled and flung a
bar of light across the shrubbery. He was working to get the money that
I might be allowed to work. I didn’t like the idea. I didn’t want to
work. Why couldn’t one drive always through the sunshine, pulling up at
taverns and sitting beside gipsy camp-fires?
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