During breakfast a great discussion arose in their strange language.
When it was ended, Lilith took us with her into the tent. She closed
the flap carefully and began to undress us. While she was doing it she
explained matters. She told us that the man was too busy just now with
the cocoanut-shies to spare time to go and fetch my uncle to us. In a
few days he would go, but meanwhile we must stay with them in camp. She
said that they were good gipsies, but no one would believe it if they
saw us with them. They would have to make us like gipsy children so
no one would suspect. So she daubed our bodies all over a light brown
color, and she stained my hair because it was flaxen. Then she gave us
ragged clothes, without shoes or stockings, and dug a hole in the ground
and hid ours. She was curious to know what had brought us to the
forest; but we would not tell. We had the child’s feeling that telling
a grown-up would break the spell--we should never be married then, the
little house would never be built, and none of the other pleasant things
would happen. We should have to go back to the garden again and live
always within walls.
Those days spent in our first dash for freedom stand out in my memory as
among the happiest. I ate of the forbidden fruit of romance and reaped
no penalties. Ruthita cried at times for her mother; but I had only to
remind her of the babies she would have, and her courage returned.
The smell of the camp-fire is in my nostrils as I write; I can feel
again the cool nakedness of unpaved woodlands beneath my feet and open
skies above my head. I see Ruthita unsubdued and bare-legged, plunging
shoulder-high into golden bracken, shouting with natural gladness,
followed by the gipsy boys and girls. We tasted life in its fullness for
the first time, she and I, on that fantastic honeymoon of ours. We felt
in our bones and flesh the simple ecstasy of being alive--the wide,
sweet cleanness of the open world. And remembering, I wonder now, as
I wondered then, why men have toiled to learn everything except to be
happy, and have labored with so much heaviness to build cities when the
tent and the camp-fire might be theirs.
Books, schoolmasters, and universities have taught me much since then.
They have spattered the windows of my soul with knowledge to prevent my
looking out. Luckily I discovered what they were doing and stopped the
rascals. But I knew more things that were essentially godlike before
they commenced their work. The major part of what they taught me was a
weariness to the flesh in the learning, and a burden to the brain when
learnt. Of how many days of shouting and sunshine they robbed me with
their mistaken kindness. Of what worth is a Euclid problem at forty,
when compared with the memory of a childhood’s day of flowers, and
meadows, and happiness?
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