For twenty years my father sat prisoner at a desk, unbeautifully and
doggedly driving his pen across countless pages that he might be able to
buy me wisdom. With all his years of sacrifice and my years of laborious
study, he gave me nothing which was half so valuable as that which a boy
of nine stole for himself in his ignorance in the forest. There I learnt
that the sound of wind in trees is the finest music in the world; that
the power to feel in one’s own body the wholesome beauties of nature is
more rewarding than wealth; that to know how to abandon oneself to
the simple kindness of living people is a wiser knowledge than all the
elaborate and codified wisdom of the dead.
We roamed the countryside with Lilith by day, listening to her telling
fortunes. By night we slept in her arms in the tent. Only one thing
was forbidden us--to speak with strangers. But there was one man who
recognized us in spite of that. It was on the first morning. We were
sitting by the side of the road with the fierce man; he was showing us
how to make a snare for a rabbit. We were so interested that we did not
notice a flock of sheep approaching until they were quite close. Then
I looked up and caught the eye of old Dot-and-Carry One burning in his
head, glaring out at us as if it would fly from its socket. He would
have spoken had he dared, but just then the fierce man saw him. He sank
his chin upon his breast and, for all that he was “a human, made in
Gawd’s h’image,” limped away into the distance in a cloud of dust, as
meekly sheepish as any of the sheep he followed.
Ruthita spent a lot of her time in searching for Lilith’s baby. She
wanted so badly to hold it. We felt quite certain that she had hidden
it somewhere, as she had our clothes. Even if it was a dead’un, it was
absurd to suppose that a person so clever as to tell fortunes should
not know where it might be found. We determined to watch her. We thought
that if her baby was really dead and she went to it by stealth, then
by following her we should be able to find my mother and, perhaps,
Ruthita’s father. Ruthita had already abandoned the dread that
Dot-and-Carry-One had had anything to do with her entrance into the
world.
Naphtha-lamps were extinguished. The crowd of merrymakers had departed.
I was roused by Lilith stirring. Very gently she eased her arm
from under me. I kept my eyes tightly shut and feigned that I was
undisturbed. Cautiously she pulled aside the flap of the tent and stole
out. I rose to my feet when she had gone. Ruthita was sleeping soundly,
her small face cushioned in her hand. Without waking her I followed.
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