"Then we won't pursue it," Laurence answered quickly. Yet he wondered;
his interest, already considerably aroused, being sensibly increased by
the violence displayed by his companion. It was singular; and he paused
a little, thinking, before embarking in further conversation. During
that pause, Mr. Rivers leaned sideways, slowly and with difficulty
raised the crystal skull from its place on the table beside him. He held
it in front of him in both hands, and gazed, as though performing some
religious rite, into the cavities of the empty eye-sockets. Then
stiffly, letting his hands sink, he rested it upon his knees.
"Pardon me," he said, looking full at Laurence, while a shadow, rather
than a flush, seemed to pass over his attenuated face. "I was tempted to
act unworthily.--I agreed to answer such questions as you might put to
me. But perceiving those questions tended to revive a matter which has
caused me one of the few humiliations and regrets I have suffered during
my life, I shrank. I was tempted weakly to break faith with you and
retract my promise."
"Pray, sir, don't take it so seriously," Laurence entreated. "Of course,
I should never have approached the subject had I known it was
disagreeable to you. It was just the idle curiosity of an idle man. What
on earth does it matter?"
"To you very little, presumably, since you are, as you say, idle--your
days, that is, filled with a round of amusements deadening--as I
fear--to the intellectual and moral conscience. But with me the case is
otherwise. The judgment of no human being is of moment to me. But my
judgment of myself is of infinite moment."
Mr. Rivers laid one transparent hand upon the dome of the crystal
skull, as though for support. His face had grown hard as steel.
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