"That is well," Mr. Rivers said. "But it is desirable you should
understand from the outset that which you have undertaken. You may be
detained here. The disease from which I suffer is, as you have been
informed, incurable; though it is, I am happy to say, neither offensive
or infectious. But though the final result is assured, the moment of its
advent is uncertain. Neither I, nor the physicians who amiably expend
their limited and somewhat empirical skill upon me, can determine the
date at which this disease will prove fatal. I shall regret to cause you
inconvenience, but the event is beyond my control. I may keep you
waiting."
"The longer the better, sir," Laurence said, smiling, and his smile was
sincere and genial, of the sort which inspires confidence.--"That is,"
he added, "if you do not suffer unduly."
"When the mind has realised the greatness of its own powers, and trained
itself to their exercise, the will can almost invariably reduce
suffering to endurable proportions," Mr. Rivers replied contemptuously,
as dealing with a matter obvious, and so beneath discussion. He raised
one transparent hand, pointed towards a chair, and then let his wrist
drop again upon a supporting silken cushion. As he did so the two heavy
rings he wore--one an amethyst set in brilliants and engraved with
Arabic characters, the other a black scarab on a hoop of rough
gold--slipped up the long phalange of his second finger to the knotted
knuckle, and back again, with a dry rattle and chink.
"Oblige me by sitting down, Laurence," he said. "I wish you to labour
under no misapprehension as to my intentions in sending for you. A
certain amount of business may need attention; but all that you can
discuss with my agent, Armstrong,--a very worthy, though prejudiced
person. My affairs are in order. I am not called upon to waste any of
the time remaining to me upon them. Let me explain myself. The
disease--for, to do so, I must refer to it once again--which is in
process of destroying certain organs, and consequently paralysing
certain functions of my body, has in no degree affected my mind. This
retains the completeness of its lucidity. Indeed, I am disposed to
believe that my enforced physical inactivity, and the small number of
objects presented to my sight--I never leave this room--tend to exalt
and stimulate my intellectual powers. You recall the legend of the
ancient philosopher who plucked out his eyes, that, undisturbed by the
vision of irrelevant objects, he might attain to greater concentration
of thought. Disease, in limiting my activities, has gone far to confer
upon me the boon which the philosopher in question strove, rather
violently, to bestow upon himself. I have ever been a student. I propose
to continue so to the last. My interest is unabated. My passion for
knowledge--the sole passion of my life--remains in full force."
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