Laurence sat listening, nursing his knee. The speaker's attitude was
impressive, in a way admirable. His detachment, his calm, his acumen,
commanded his hearer's respect.
"Yes, yes. I see--that's fine," Laurence said under his breath.
A slightly ironical expression passed across the elder man's attenuated
face.
"I am, of course, glad that my sentiments meet with your approval. But I
fear that approval may prove premature. I have not yet fully explained
myself."
Laurence smiled at him good-temperedly. "All right, sir; I'm listening,"
he said.
"I must frankly admit I did not require your presence with a view to
having you endorse my opinions. These are, I trust, too much the outcome
of close and lengthened thought to stand in need of support from the
agreement of another mind. I have never desired disciples, having the
evidence of the history of all great religious, political, and
scientific movements to prove conclusively that it is the invariable
habit of the disciple to falsify his master's teaching, to attach
himself to the weak rather than the strong places of such teaching, to
betray intellectually with some emotional, some hysterical kiss. The
disciple resembles those parasitic plants of the tropic forests, that
strangle the tree upon which they climb upward toward the air and
light."
He paused a moment, turned his head against the pillows, with a movement
of almost distressing weakness. Then, gathering himself together by a
perceptible exercise of will, he looked searchingly at Laurence again,
and resumed his speech.
"Nor have I required your presence here during these last days or
weeks--as the case may be--with a view to offering to you, or receiving
from you, that which is usually termed affection. I am not aware of any
demand, or supply, in myself of that very much overrated commodity. I
deny the actuality, indeed, of its existence. Subjected to analysis, it
can always be resolved into workings of self-interest, or into the
gratification, more or less gross, of the animal passions. It is the
generator of all the practical folly and intellectual sloth which go to
retard the progress of science, and the rule of high philosophy among
men. As between ourselves, my dear Laurence, any pretence of affection
would be transparently ridiculous. We are barely acquainted. My
departure will very clearly be to your advantage. Moreover, our tastes
and characters are so divergent, that any real community of interests,
any real bond of sympathy, is clearly out of the question."
During the course of this address the young man's pleasant smile had
broadened almost to the point of laughter.
"I understand, I really do understand," he said. "And now that we've
cleared the decks for action in this very comprehensive manner, I
grow--if I may mention it--most uncommonly curious to learn what you did
send for me here for."
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