The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
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The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
German literature -- 19th century -- Translations into English; German literature -- 20th century -- Translations into English
sake of an idea, a conception, was artificial, half comedy. And now I
must continue this comedy, must send Effi away and ruin her, and
myself, too--I ought to have burned the letters, and the world should
never have been permitted to hear about them. And then when she came,
free from suspicion, I ought to have said to her: 'Here is your
place,' and ought to have parted from her inwardly, not before the
eyes of the world. There are so many marriages that are not marriages.
Then happiness would have been gone, but I should not have had the
eye staring at me with its searching look and its mild, though mute,
accusation."
Shortly before ten o'clock Innstetten alighted in front of his
residence. He climbed the stairs and rang the bell. Johanna came and
opened the door.
"How is Annie?"
"Very well, your Lordship. She is not yet asleep--If your Lordship--"
"No, no, it would merely excite her. It would be better to wait till
morning to see her. Bring me a glass of tea, Johanna. Who has been
here?"
"Nobody but the doctor."
Innstetten was again alone. He walked to and fro as he loved to do.
"They know all about it. Roswitha is stupid, but Johanna is a clever
person. If they don't know accurate details, they have made up a story
to suit themselves and so they know anyhow. It is remarkable how many
things become indications and the basis for tales, as though the whole
world had been present."
Johanna brought the tea, and Innstetten drank it. He was tired to
death from the overexertion and went to sleep.
The next morning he was up in good season. He saw Annie, spoke a few
words with her, praised her for being a good patient, and then went to
the Ministry to make a report to his chief of all that had happened.
The minister was very gracious. "Yes, Innstetten, happy is the man who
comes out of all that life may bring to us whole. It has gone hard
with you." He approved all that had taken place and left the rest to
Innstetten.
It was late in the afternoon when Innstetten returned home and found
there a few lines from Wüllersdorf. "Returned this morning. A world of
experiences--painful, touching--Gieshübler particularly. The most
amiable humpback I ever saw. About you he did not say so very much,
but the wife, the wife! He could not calm himself and finally the
little man broke out in tears. What strange things happen! It would be
better if we had more Gieshüblers. But there are more of the other
sort--Then the scene at the home of the major--dreadful. Excuse me
from speaking about it. I have learned once more to be on my guard. I
shall see you tomorrow. Yours, W."
Innstetten was completely staggered when he read the note. He sat down
and wrote a few words in reply. When he had finished he rang the bell.
"Johanna, put these letters in the box."
Johanna took the letters and was on the point of going.
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