The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 11: Masterpieces of German Literature Translated Into English
General
The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 11: Masterpieces of German Literature Translated Into English
German literature -- 19th century -- Translations into English; German literature -- 20th century -- Translations into English
"And if I have never been, who is to blame for it but you? Did you
ever show me the love which a child is justified in demanding of a
father? Have you ever done anything to make the life you gave me worth
while? Did my industry ever wrest from you a word of praise? Did what
I accomplished ever draw from you a word of recognition? Did you not
rather do everything to humiliate me in my own eyes, to make me smaller
than I really was, to make me dislike my art, to make me feel that in
your eyes I was not and never could be an artist? Am I to blame that
you never considered all this anything better than a big play house,
which you bought for me to dally and play away my useless time in? And
now--now you come to wrest from me my love, simply because your pride
demands it, simply because it offends you that such a useless, lowly
creature can ever have a will of its own, can wish something different
from what you wish? But you are mistaken, Father! I am, in spite of all
that, your daughter. You can cast me off, you can drive me into misery
as you can crush me with a hammer, because you are the stronger; my
love you cannot tear away from me!"
"I can, and I will!"
"Try it!"
"The attempt and success are one. Do you wish to become the mistress of
Lieutenant von Werben?"
"What has that question to do with my love?"
"Then I will put it in another form: Have you the courage to wish to be
like those wretched foolish creatures who give themselves up to a man,
out of wedlock or in wedlock--for wedlock does not change matters--for
any other prize than the love which they take in exchange for their
love? Von Werben has nothing to give in exchange; von Werben does not
love you."
Ferdinande laughed with scorn.--"And he came to you, knowing that you
hated him and his whole family with a blind hatred, in order to tell
you this?"
"He could not come; his father had to do the difficult errand for him,
for which he had not the courage, for which his father had to enforce
the permission of his son."
"That is----"
"It is not a lie! By my oath! And still more: He did not even go of
his own will to his father; he would not have done it today, he would
perchance never have done it, if his father had been content with
asking him whether it was true, what the sparrows chatter from the roof
and the blackmailers wrote to the unsuspecting father anonymously, that
Lieutenant von Werben has a sweetheart beyond the garden-wall or--how
do I know!"
"Show me the letters!"
"Here is one of them; the General will be glad to let you have the
other, no doubt; I do not think the son will lay claim to it."
Ferdinande read the letter.
She had considered it certain that Antonio alone could have been the
betrayer; but this letter was not by Antonio--could not be by him.
Then other eyes than the passionate jealous eyes of the Italian had
looked into the secret. Her cheeks, still pale, flared with outraged
modesty.--"Who wrote the letter?"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account