Alone, now, he was yet oppressed with a sensation that something was
near him. Was it a spiritual instinct? for the phantom stood by his
side. It stood silently, with one hand raised above his head, from which
a pale flame seemed to flow downward to his brain; its other hand
pointed movelessly to the open letter on the table beside him.
He took the sheets from the table, thinking, at the moment, only of
George Feval; but the first line on which his eye rested was, "In the
name of the Saviour, I charge you, be true and tender to mankind!" and
the words touched him like a low voice from the grave. Their penetrant
reproach pierced the hardness of his heart. He tossed the letter back on
the table. The very manner of the act accused him of an insult to the
dead. In a moment he took up the faded sheets more reverently, but only
to lay them down again.
He had not been well that day, and he now felt worse than before. The
pain in his head had given place to a strange sense of dilation, and
there was a silent, confused riot in his fevered brain, which seemed to
him like the incipience of insanity. Striving to divert his mind from
what had passed, by reflection on other themes, he could not hold his
thoughts; they came teeming but dim, and slipped and fell away; and only
the one circumstance of his recent cruelty, mixed with remembrance of
George Feval, recurred and clung with vivid persistence. This tortured
him. Sitting there, with arms tightly interlocked, he resolved to wrench
his mind down by sheer will upon other things; and a savage pleasure at
what at once seemed success, took possession of him. In this mood, he
heard soft footsteps and the rustle of festal garments on the stairs,
and had a fierce complacency in being able to clearly apprehend that it
was his wife and daughter going out to the party. In a moment, he heard
the controlled and even voice of Mrs. Renton--a serene and polished lady
with whom he had lived for years in cold and civil alienation, both
seeing as little of each other as possible. With a scowl of will upon
his brow, he received her image distinctly into his mind, even to the
minutia of the dress and ornaments he knew she wore, and felt an
absolutely savage exultation in his ability to retain it. Then came the
sound of the closing of the hall door and the rattle of receding wheels,
and somehow it was Nathalie and not his wife that he was holding so
grimly in his thought, and with her, salient and vivid as before, the
tormenting remembrance of his tenant, connected with the memory of
George Feval. Springing to his feet, he walked the room.
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