Zulu (African people) -- Fiction; Zululand (South Africa) -- History -- Fiction
Rachel, seated there in the sunless, sweltering heat, reflected on
these things. Of course she did not know all the story, but most of it
had come under her observation in one way or other, and being shrewd by
nature, she could guess the rest, for she who was companionless had
much time for reflection and for guessing. She sympathised with her
father in his ideas, understanding vaguely that there was something
large and noble about them, but in the main, body and mind, she was her
mother’s child. Already she showed her mother’s dreamy beauty, to which
were added her father’s straight features and clear grey eyes, together
with a promise of his height. But of his character she had little, that
is outside of a courage and fixity of purpose which marked them both.
For the rest she was far, or fore-seeing, like her mother, apprehending
the end of things by some strange instinct; also very faithful in
character.
Rachel was unhappy. She did not mind the hardship and the heat, for she
was accustomed to both, and her health was so perfect that it would
have needed much worse things to affect her. But she loved the baby
that was gone, and wondered whether she would ever see it again. On the
whole she thought so, for here that intuition of hers came in, but at
the best she was sure that there would be long to wait. She loved her
mother also, and grieved more for her than for herself, especially now
when she was so ill. Moreover, she knew and shared her mind. This
journey, she felt, was foolishness; her father was a man “led by a
star” as the natives say, and would follow it over the edge of the
world and be no nearer. He was not fit to have charge of her mother.
Of herself she did not think so much. Still, at Grahamstown, for a year
or so there had been other children for companions, Dutch most of them,
it is true, and all rough in mind and manner. Yet they were white and
human. While she played with them she could forget she knew so much
more than they did; that, for instance, she could read the Gospels in
Greek—which her father had taught her ever since she was a little
child—while they could scarcely spell them out in the Taal, or Boer
dialect, and that they had never heard even of William the Conqueror.
She did not care particularly about Greek and William the Conqueror,
but she did care for friends, and now they were all gone from her, gone
like the baby, as far off as William the Conqueror. And she, she was
alone in the wilderness with a father who talked and thought of Heaven
all day long, and a mother who lived in memories and walked in the
shadow of doom, and oh! she was unhappy.
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