Zulu (African people) -- Fiction; Zululand (South Africa) -- History -- Fiction
Her grey eyes filled with tears so that she could no longer see that
everlasting ocean, which she did not regret as it wearied her. She
wiped them with the back of her hand that was burnt quite brown by the
sun, and turning impatiently, fell to watching two of those strange
insects known as the Praying Mantis, or often in South Africa as
Hottentot gods, which after a series of genuflections, were now
fighting desperately among the dead stalks of grass at her feet. Men
could not be more savage, she reflected, for really their ferocity was
hideous. Then a great tear fell upon the head of one of them, and
astonished by this phenomenon, or thinking perhaps that it had begun to
rain, it ran away and hid itself, while its adversary sat up and looked
about it triumphantly, taking to itself all the credit of conquest.
She heard a step behind her, and having again furtively wiped her eyes
with her hand, the only handkerchief available, looked round to see her
father stalking towards her.
“Why are you crying, Rachel?” he asked in an irritable voice. “It is
wrong to cry because your little brother has been taken to glory.”
“Jesus cried over Lazarus, and He wasn’t even His brother,” she
answered in a reflective voice, then by way of defending herself added
inconsequently: “I was watching two Hottentot gods fight.”
As Mr. Dove could think of no reply to her very final Scriptural
example, he attacked her on the latter point.
“A cruel amusement,” he said, “especially as I have heard that boys,
yes, and men, too, pit these poor insects against each other, and make
bets upon them.”
“Nature is cruel, not I, father. Nature is always cruel,” and she
glanced towards the little grave under the rock. Then, while for the
second time her father hesitated, not knowing what to answer, she added
quickly, “Is mother better now?”
“No,” he said, “worse, I think, very hysterical and quite unable to see
things in the true light.”
She rose and faced him, for she was a courageous child, then asked:
“Father, why don’t you take her back? She isn’t fit to go on. It is
wrong to drag her into this wilderness.”
At this question he grew very angry, and began to scold and to talk of
the wickedness of abandoning his “call.”
“But mother has not got a ‘call,’” she broke in.
Then, as for the third time he could find no answer, he declared
vehemently that they were both in league against him, instruments used
by the Evil One to tempt him from his duty by working on his natural
fears and affections, and so forth.
The child watched him with her clear grey eyes, saying nothing further,
till at last he grew calm and paused.
“We are all much upset,” he went on, rubbing his high forehead with his
thin hand. “I suppose it is the heat and this—this—trial of our faith.
What did I come to speak to you about? Oh! I remember; your mother will
eat nothing, and keeps asking for fruit. Do you know where there is any
fruit?”
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