The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 369, January 22, 1887 — John Shaqi
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 369, January 22, 1887Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 369, January 22, 1887
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
Her literary genius was early developed. She composed occasional
pieces when she was nine and ten years old. At twelve years of age
she attempted to write a novel. At fourteen she had invented dramas
and tragedies. The more terrible the scenes were, the better was she
pleased. Morning and night she was devising stories. She was subject
to alternations of high spirits and depression, and total lack of
self-confidence. She would be tormented by the idea that she was
disagreeable and insupportable to everyone. “I could not help it,” she
confesses; “I could not be gentle, I could only be impetuous. I was
heartily thankful to all who had patience with me. I was better when
the safety-valve of writing poetry was opened to me.”
In order to moderate the exuberance of her feelings, her mother took
her at every opportunity to scenes where she might be deeply impressed
by the realities of life. She was present at many a sick and death
bed. Her brother’s case familiarised her with the sufferings that
many have to endure. The first deathbed at which she was present was
her grandmother’s, the Duchess of Nassau’s. It made an ineffaceable
impression upon her. The sight of the body excited no terror in her
mind. Her thoughts went beyond death. She hastened to the garden. The
roses were in full bloom. She gathered the most beautiful, and returned
with them to the chamber of death, and decorated the bed and the room
with them. Her conception of death was poetical. Her mother had taught
her to take a bright view of it.
Brought up by her mother in the fear of God, her first visit to church
was a memorable occasion to her. Henceforward the Sundays and holydays
were the bright spots in her life. With devout attention she followed
the course of the service, and was deeply impressed by the exposition
of Holy Scripture. She meditated on what she heard for days, and often
wrote down the sermons.
At the end of six years her governess, Miss Jossé, who discharged her
difficult duties with great fidelity and zeal, left Neuwied, and the
Princess was placed under the care of a tutor, Mr. Sauerwein. On his
arrival at the Castle the Princess Maria received him with the words:
“You are getting a little spirit of contradiction for your pupil. She
has no traditional faith. Her first questions always are, ‘why?’ and
‘is it true?’”
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