The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 983, October 29, 1898 — John Shaqi
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 983, October 29, 1898Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 983, October 29, 1898
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
He knew now that he loved her. He had begun to love her unconsciously
when she was a girl in Park Lane, looking at life with serious eyes,
and talking of the things that she would do some day.
How strange it was that wealth had been taken out of her hands, and put
into his. Life is full of riddles like this. Strong, tender spirits are
left to work hard for a pittance, suffering the heart-thrill of those
who have nothing to give but prayers and love. Lazy men and women have
their hands crammed with gold, and look round constantly for some new
pleasure to buy for themselves. And yet there is One who is mindful of
His own.
It was a very long week. Alice, busy with her work, was conscious of a
dull ache when she called up a vision of Cardigan's face. The Bowers
rejoiced with a great joy. They did not ask how it was that she knew
Mr. Cardigan, and they promised not to speak of the matter. But they
wondered silently why she, who had brought them gladness, should be sad
herself.
Quite alone, in the stillness of another golden Sunday, Alice slowly
took her way to the quiet lane. She knew that she should find him
waiting there; and she knew, too, the answer that she would give him.
Yet, in her innermost self, there was a deep regret that she could not
give a different answer. A man must work out his own salvation, she
thought. He must not put the tools into a woman's hand, and say, "Shape
and fashion my life according to your will."
"So you have come. It is kind of you," he said.
Her face was a little paler than it had been last Sunday, and her lips
slightly quivered.
"You have made us all so happy," she said, in a soft, hurried voice.
"The Bowers are good people, and the old place feels like a home to me."
"Do you want to stay there always?" he asked with an impatient sigh.
"I have not lived there long," she said evasively. "You cannot realise
what a rest it is. For two years I worked hard in London, learning my
business; and I used to pine for fresh air, and the sight of fields and
trees, as only working girls can. It was Miss de Vigny who found this
home for me."
"She would not tell me anything about you," said he. "Do you know what
I feel when I hear of all your sorrows and struggles? I feel mad to
think that I have got so much money. It seems as if Providence were
playing with us both. Don't look shocked. I have a bad habit of saying
odd things when I am wrought upon."
She stood still. Her face was beautiful, but very pale.
"But I didn't bring you here to listen to my ravings," he went on. "I
want to ask if you can give me any hope? Will there ever be a time when
we shall work together? Only tell me this!"
She turned her face away that he might not see the tears gathering in
her eyes.
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