The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 983, October 29, 1898Various
General
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 983, October 29, 1898
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
"How can I answer?" asked she, sadly. "I do not know. We have seen so
little of each other. You are under the spell of strong feeling; but
feeling only changes a man for a little while. It alters the surface of
his nature, but leaves the inmost self untouched."
"Ah," he said bitterly, "you could not say that if you, too, were under
the spell!"
"That is the truth." She looked up at him with a face that seemed to
apologise for her words; it was so tender, as well as so true. "I am
free from the spell. Because I am free, I would leave you so also. You
think, just now, that you could do all the things and make all the
sacrifices which I feel right. But, if we were together always, that
mood of yours might not last."
"Does not love last?" he asked impatiently.
She shook her head, with a sad little smile.
"Miss Harper," he cried, "where did you learn this bitter wisdom? Why
has God given us these feelings which you seem to mistrust?"
"I mistrust them only till I see what they will lead to," she said
gently. "They are the beginnings of love, but not love itself. That
which you call love is not lasting; it is a blossom that the wind blows
away."
There was a silence so deep that they could hear the rustle of a
falling leaf. Cardigan broke the pause with a voice full of pain.
"Once more," he said, "I ask if you will give me a hope? To-morrow I am
going away. May I come back again?"
"Yes," she answered, with a sudden bright look. "Come back when the
swallows build. They owe it to your kindness that they will find the
old place just the same. Mr. Cardigan, I am not as hard-hearted as you
suppose. But a man must put himself to the test."
The fall of the year brought a quantity of work to the industrious
fingers at the farm. Miss Harper's fame was spreading far and wide.
Letty Monteagle's tea-gown was the forerunner of a great many orders
from her and her friends. The squire's young wife would have been more
sociable if Alice had not persisted in keeping her at a distance. More
than once, when Letty tried to begin a conversation she felt herself
very gently, but very firmly, checked. She had never found out that
Cardigan had seen Alice before he went away.
All through the short, sharp winter, and into the early spring, the
busy fingers toiled on. There was a pause when Alice paid a flying
visit to a famous drapery house in London. She went for patterns and
goods, but found time to see Mary de Vigny.
"Have you heard that Robert Cardigan is making himself useful?" the
little lady asked. "Really useful, I mean. He came to me for advice,
and I gave him some. It does not do to plunge into amateur philanthropy
unaided, you see. Well, my dear, the country seems to agree with you. I
never saw you looking so well, and yet you are as grave as a nun."
"Oh, that is the result of constant work," Alice replied.
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