The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): CollectsTraubel, Horace
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The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): Collects
Traubel, Horace
American essays -- 20th century; Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
doing for it? In all the past it has been doing something for you. Now
you have come. You have inherited its accumulations. What are you doing
for it? I hear you say you dont see what you've got to be thankful for.
I dont charge you with ingratitude. I only ask whether you are grateful.
I dont even say you should do anything for the cause. I only remind you
of what the cause has done for you. I dont ask you whether you have done
your duty. I only ask you whether you feel that you have a duty. I'm not
presenting a bill to you. I only ask whether you owe a bill. The cause
has run an account with you. Do you run an account with the cause? Again
you ask: What cause? And again I say: I wont name the cause. That which
is the holy of holies to you. That is your cause. That which you say
must come before what you put into your belly and on your back. That is
your cause. That which demands sacrifice. That which insists upon its
initial sanctity. That which persuades you more than anything else. That
is the cause. I dont suggest the cause to you. You suggest it to me.
Therefore I have the right to ask you that question which your own
confession leads up to. You dont have to answer to me for it. You have
to answer to your life for it. There's no appeal from the cause. It's
the last court. It says the closing word. What can you say when you have
defaulted? When you have done nothing for the cause? When you have
simply existed and not lived? No man owes anything to a world to which
he cant feel related. If you are an alien. If you are a cosmic vagrant.
If you are lost. If you think of yourself as debris. Then you are not
responsible. Then I dont wonder that you deny your heritage. But if in
any rapt moment of inspiration you but once catch the face between the
clouds you are from that time the servant of the eternal. Then there's
no excuse for pettifogging. Then you can no longer disavow your
responsibility. What are you doing for the cause? For the beyond? For
the next step? Are you giving up anything for it? Or are you asking it
to give up something for you? Do you pray to it for favors? Do you want
cash down? Or are you willing your grandchildren should collect? Do you
sell the cause like you sell goods? And if it's profitable do you bless
it? And if it's profitless do you curse it? When I ask: What have you
done for the cause? I dont refer to anything that you've had visible pay
for. I refer to something that there'll never be any visible pay for.
The cause is always in the darkness ahead. It's always the path
unbroken. It's always the rough of fate. It's always the veil. Always
the curtain. Always the shrouding mystery. Do you serve it for pay or
work for it with love? Do you want to get life from it or do you give
life to get it? One man says God. Another man says Cause. Any name might
be any other name so it means the same thing. When I see what you do or
dont do I know whether you are only a boarder on the earth or whether
the earth is your home.
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