The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): CollectsTraubel, Horace
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The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): Collects
Traubel, Horace
American essays -- 20th century; Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
You let them work for all while you
work for yourself. You are the master scab. You are the scab left over
after all the other scabs have been beaten. And you not only scab on
your contemporaries. You scab on your grandchildren. You scab on the
future. You are sold out. You are pinkertoned. You have betrayed the
crowd. You are one thing when you think and another thing when you live.
You are one thing in what the world knows you for and another thing in
what you know yourself for. You are the shot from the rear. Our enemies
challenge us face to face. But you knife us in the dark. You are the
margin of faithless revolution. You are the interior force which flings
us into the clutches of reaction. I meet you every day I live. You pat
me on the back. You congratulate me. You do everything but avow me. You
are half a revolutionist minus a whole revolutionist. You dont scab the
labor market. You scab civilization. You scab the army on the march. You
create the panic of battle. You put the poison in the soup. You take all
and give nothing. You beg what you cant borrow. You borrow what you dont
want to steal. You steal what you dont mean to work for. You are the
scab of the revolution. You do nothing for the cause.
What are you doing for the cause? You do everything for the cause. You
work for the cause as the sun sheds light. You dont hunt places in which
to hide yourself away. You hunt the open and there face the world. You
dont wait to hear someone else say the word first. You say it. You dont
ask anybody to try the water to see if it's cold. You try it. And you
dont care if it is cold. You're as ready to spend your last as your
first cent. Some people are always wondering what other people will give
them. Some people are always wondering what they'll give other people.
But the lover dont argue about himself. He loves. Nor do givers argue
about themselves. They give. They are niagaras of benefaction. They dont
know it themselves. They have to be reminded of it. Nothing so surprises
a great man as the idea that he amounts to anything. Nothing so startles
the generous man as the idea that he is liberal. Nothing seems so
impossible to the hero as the idea that he is courageous. My heart has
no shall I or shall I not. I am not allowed to play any yes and no game
with myself. Listen to what I say. Down in me where I'm deepest there's
no hissing snake's-nest of alternatives. Run your knives clear through
me and I wouldn't do but the one thing. Every drop of my blood flows the
one way. Down over that steep cliff goes all my love, which is all my
life. I never spend a minute trying to find out what my duty is. There
is no duty. I'm just driven. There is no duty. I just keep on. When I
say cause I say sun and stars and earth and air and food. I say love and
those I love. I say that which makes life and is made by life. If I
hesitated an instant there would be no cause again. There would be only
empty space and hourless time.
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