The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): CollectsTraubel, Horace
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The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): Collects
Traubel, Horace
American essays -- 20th century; Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
When I see how much there is in my life to
be glad for I forget that there is anything in my life to be sorry for.
I have no quarrel with the barbarous minute the hour is so gentle. With
the contrary day the yielding year is so conciliatory. With distorted
ages the symmetry of time is so perfect. I do not feel like a waif lost
somehow in chaos. I am at home in the midst of order. It seems worth
while to live in a universe that is making, that has not made, its
title. The universe did not do all its work the first day. It said to
itself: I'll always leave something over for the workers to do. It said
to itself: Traubel will come some day: leave something over for Traubel.
It said to itself: Or anybody, everybody, millions of bodies, will come
some day: leave something over for them all. The cosmos is left at loose
ends here and there. That was just meant for you. Go to work on it. Dont
fret and growl. Dont sit down and cry and tell yourself that it's a
rather shameful cosmos anyway and might have been immaculate if it had
chosen to. No. Be a cosmos yourself. Be a god or a first assistant or a
fourth remove man or somebody and put in a bit of perfection over your
own name. Get into the nebulous push somewhere. Drag, shove, pull, lift:
do something to add to the active substance of deity. I'm mighty glad so
much was left over. I dont want to send in to the celestial court any
excuse for default. The lords god may say: We need not worry: our
brother is there. The lords god know what they are about. They know
their brother can be relied on. They may sleep without bad dreams. Does
it ever occur to you to give the overworked gods a rest and get busy
yourself? The heart's good will should come out of the heart with
gladness on its lips. The song should be glad it got done. It should
lift its tones in praise. I am glad I got done. I lift my tones in
praise. Creation belongs to gladness. Can anything that is sorry it was
born give birth to life that will be glad it is alive? Laughter is the
headline and footnote and signature of creation. When the dream to be a
man became a man cosmos laughed. It was happy. It had done a creditable
job. When a man somewhere lived love's equal and final life with a woman
somewhere and a child somewhere flamed from the mutual fire, the sun
laughed in kinder beams of light and the starshine smiled over the
cradled hope. I go everywhere saying I am glad I was born. It is such an
innocent thing to say. It seems so like a child to say it. Yet I never
heard you say it. I am waiting to hear you say it. I want to hear you
say it once. Then I want to hear you say it always. Get in the habit of
saying it. So possessed you cant help saying it. No matter who or what
says no saying yes yourself. Saying it to yourself when you are alone,
saying it to us, saying it in silences, saying it out loud. No: I never
heard you say it. I have heard you read the riot act on creation. I have
heard you growl like a bear and squeak like a rat.
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