The golden windmill, and other storiesAumonier, Stacy
Philosophy
The golden windmill, and other stories
Aumonier, Stacy
English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
arm creeping over the door, and in its whiteness delicately touching
the eyelids of the sleeping inmates, whilst a voice in a soft cadence
whispered: “Awake! pull back the door, and let me show you the silver
splendors of the unborn day.”
A heavy dew was falling, and the cold seemed bitter, whilst all around he
became aware of the slow unfolding of desolation; except for the leaning
door, nothing seemed to take a recognizable shape, everything was jagged
and violent in its form and exuded the cloying odors of death. Somewhere
faintly he thought he heard the sound of a cornet, bizarre and fantastic,
and having no connection with the utter stillness of this place of sorrow.
His eye searched the broken darkness in fugitive pursuit of a solution of
the formless void. Quite near him, apparently, was an oblong board which
amidst this wilderness of destruction seemed to have escaped untouched.
As the dim violet light began to reveal certain definite concrete things,
he became aware that on the board were some Roman letters. He looked at
them for some time unseeingly. The word written there stamped itself
without meaning on his brain. The word was: “FILLES.” He repeated it
to himself over and over again. The earth seemed to rock again with
a sullen, vibrating passion, as though irritated that the work of
destruction was not entirely complete. Things already destroyed seemed
to be subjected to further transmutation of formlessness. But still the
board remained intact, and he fixed his eyes on it. It imbued him with a
strange sense of tranquillity. _Filles!_ A little word, but it became to
him a link to cosmic things. The desire to reason passed, as the ability
to suffer passed. Across the mists of time he seemed to hear the laughter
of children. He could almost see them pass. There were Jeannette and
Marie, with long black pigtails and check frocks, and just behind them,
struggling with a heavy satchel, little fair-haired Babette. How they
laughed, those children! and yet he could not determine whether their
laughter came from the years that had passed or from the years that were
to come. But wherever the laughter came from, it seemed the only thing
the powers of darkness could not destroy. He lay then for a long time,
conscious of a peace greater than any he could have conceived. And the
white arm of dawn crept over the door.
* * * * *
The crowd who habitually came down by the afternoon train trickled out of
the station and vanished. The master of Wodehurst came limping through
the doorway. His face was bronzed and perhaps a little thinner, but
his eyes laughed, and his voice rang out to the steward waiting in the
dog-cart:
“Hullo! Sam, how are you?”
He was leaning on two sticks, and a porter followed with his trunks.
“Can I help you up, sir?”
“No, it’s all right, old man; I can manage.”
He pulled himself up and laughed because he hit his knee upon the
mudguard.
“It’s good to be home, Sam.”
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