Church of England -- Sermons; Sermons, English -- 19th century
WHAT is this deep of which David speaks so often? He knew it well, for
he had been in it often and long. He was just the sort of man to be in
it often. A man with great good in him, and great evil; with very strong
passions and feelings, dragging him down into the deep, and great light
and understanding to show him the dark secrets of that horrible pit when
he was in it; and with great love of God too, and of order, and justice,
and of all good and beautiful things, to make him feel the horribleness
of that pit where he ought not to be, all the more from its difference,
its contrast, with the beautiful world of light, and order, and
righteousness where he ought to be. Therefore he knew that deep well,
and abhorred it, and he heaps together every ugly name, to try and
express what no man can express, the horror of that place. It is a
horrible pit, mire and clay, where he can find no footing, but sinks all
the deeper for his struggling. It is a place of darkness and of storms,
a shoreless and bottomless sea, where he is drowning, and drowning, while
all God’s waves and billows go over him. It is a place of utter
loneliness, where he sits like a sparrow on the housetop, or a doleful
bird in the desert, while God has put his lovers and friends away from
him, and hid his acquaintance out of his sight, and no man cares for his
soul, and all men seem to him liars, and God himself seems to have
forgotten him and forgotten all the world. It is a dreadful net which
has entangled his feet, a dark prison in which he is set so fast that he
cannot get forth. It is a torturing disgusting disease, which gives his
flesh no health, and his bones no rest, and his wounds are putrid and
corrupt. It is a battle-field after the fight, where he seems to lie
stript among the dead, like those who are wounded and cut away from God’s
hand, and lies groaning in the dust of death, seeing nothing round him
but doleful shapes of destruction and misery, alone in the outer
darkness, while a horrible dread overwhelms him. Yea, it is hell itself,
the pit of hell, the nethermost hell, he says, where God’s wrath burns
like fire, till his tongue cleaves to his gums, and his bones are burnt
up like a firebrand, till he is weary of crying; his throat is dry, his
heart fails him for waiting so long upon his God.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account