Church of England -- Sermons; Sermons, English -- 19th century
Yes. A dark and strange place is that same deep pit of God—if, indeed,
it be God’s and God made it. Perhaps God did not make it. For God saw
everything that he had made, and behold it was very good: and that pit
cannot be very good; for all good things are orderly, and in shape; and
in that pit is no shape, no order, nothing but contradiction and
confusion. When a man is in that pit, it will seem to him as if he were
alone in the world, and longing above all things for company; and yet he
will hate to have any one to speak to him, and wrap himself up in himself
to brood over his own misery. When he is in that pit he shall be so
blind that he can see nothing, though his eyes be open in broad noon-day.
When he is in that pit he will hate the thing which he loves most, and
love the thing which he hates most. When he is in that pit he will long
to die, and yet cling to life desperately, and be horribly afraid of
dying. When he is in that pit it will seem to him that God is awfully,
horribly near him, and he will try to hide from God, try to escape from
under God’s hand: and yet all the while that God seems so dreadfully near
him, God will seem further off from him than ever, millions and millions
of miles away, parted from him by walls of iron, and a great gulf which
he can never pass. There is nothing but contradiction in that pit: the
man who is in it is of two minds about himself, and his kin and
neighbours, and all heaven and earth; and knows not where to turn, or
what to think, or even where he is at all.
For the food which he gets in that deep pit is very hunger of soul, and
rage, and vain desires. And the ground which he stands on in that deep
is a bottomless quagmire, and doubt, and change, and shapeless dread.
And the air which he breathes in that deep is the very fire of God, which
burns up everlastingly all the chalk and dross of the world.
I said that that deep was not merely the deep of affliction. No: for you
may see men with every comfort which wealth and home can give, who are
tormented day and night in that deep pit in the midst of all their
prosperity, calling for a drop of water to cool their tongue, and finding
none. And you may see poor creatures dying in agony on lonely sick beds,
who are not in that pit at all, but in that better place whereof it is
written, ‘Blessed are they who, going through the vale of misery, use it
for a well, and the pools are filled with water;’ and again, ‘If any man
thirst, let him come to me, and drink;’ and ‘the water that I shall give
him shall be in him a well of water, springing up to everlasting life.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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