British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"A friend of mine, in England, who seems to know a good deal more about
you than I do."
"What on earth do you mean?" she asked sharply.
"You know well enough what I mean. Read that letter if your memory
needs refreshing."
Her first instinct was indignant refusal. Then curiosity conquered.
Besides, she wanted above all things to gain time: and while she read,
her husband watched her keenly, with God knows what of forlorn hope at
his heart.
But a twisted truth is more formidable than a lie; and intuition warned
Quita that Lenox was in no mood to appreciate the fine shades of
distinction between the literal facts and Max Richardson's free
translation of the same. His frankly masculine comments fired her
cheeks; and at the sight Lenox could restrain himself no longer.
"By Heaven! You care for that fellow still!" he broke out hotly. "And
you had the effrontery to take those solemn words on your lips this
morning, with the love of . . . another man in your heart!"
Quita Lenox, whatever her failings, lacked neither spirit nor courage.
She threw back her head, and faced his anger bravely.
"How dare you say such things to me? I . . . don't care for him. I--I
hate him!"
"Proof conclusive. Indifference kills hatred. No doubt you wanted to
convince yourself, and him, that you were indifferent; and to that end
you must needs crucify the first man who comes handy. An admirable
sample of feminine justice!"
"Eldred, . . . you have no right to speak like that. I won't hear you."
"I have every right; and you shall hear me. It was one thing to know
that you could not give me all I wanted at the start. One hoped to set
that right, in time. But to accept me because another man's defection
had piqued your vanity, . . . God knows how you could dare to do it!
I see now why you found me unlike an ordinary lover. No doubt that
other fellow--curse him--took full advantage of his privileged
position: while to me you seemed a thing so sacred that I hardly dared
lay a hand on you. I might have known that a man who is fool enough to
put a woman on a pedestal, is bound to pay a long price for his folly."
He was lashing himself more mercilessly than he lashed her: and in the
torment of his spirit he did not pause to consider the possible effect
of his words on a recklessly impulsive woman.
"Really . . . you are insufferable!" she retorted, her breath coming
short and quick. "I have a little pride also; and you had better stop
before you push me too far. For I tell you frankly, I don't care
enough for you to stand this sort of treatment at your hands."
The counter-stroke stung like a lash. The lines about his mouth
hardened, and he straightened himself sharply.
"Pity you were not more frank with me twenty-four hours ago. Then we
might both have been spared this morning's ironical service. However,
the thing is done now. . . ."
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