“Why are you so bitter?” he said. “Has not Fate after all been
considerate with us? You can face the world again now, unsuspected, a
spotless wife--no suspicion of our having loved not wisely but too
well. Cannot you forgive me yet, Lucy? And after all I have done to
safeguard your honour? Yet, if Providence had not thus mercifully
intervened, I swear that I would have been a dutiful father to
it--have acknowledged my own, and taken all the blame and burden of
the sin. I can say no more.”
“Nor I,” she answered. “What does it matter now. The money--my
money--that you’ve played to get--it’s all yours to use, and fling
away if you like. Treat me as you will--I’m indifferent----” And she
lay down resolutely, and composed herself to sleep.
As, chin in hand, he stands pondering her a little, curiously, fondly,
cynically, we see the fog droop and engulf him, her, the bed, the
room. Not for twenty years does it lift and roll itself up to the
flies, to reveal the maturing of a drama of which this chapter is the
prologue.
CHAPTER I.
AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL
I suppose my days have been involved in as tragic circumstances as
most. It is fair that the truth of them should be set down _en grande
tenue_ by the one whom, after all, it most concerns. Not that for my
own sake I desire for them more publicity, God knows, than they have
received; but there is the question of the moral heirloom. The
sensational Skene claim before the Lords of Common Pleas will be in
the memory of a generation now passing: it is for the benefit of the
generation to come, and the many thence ensuing, that I clothe these
legal bones in the nerves and flesh of living actualities. There is
such necessary omission and distortion in all trials of equity, that
the plainest of their stories is grown a “Russian Scandal” before the
senior counsel who engineered it has gone to his long home on the
Bench. And this was an intricate story, which it is now my purpose,
for the sake of myself and my own, to detail in full.
As to that story, it will be recalled that a Mr Richard Gaskett was,
legally, its protagonist. Very well: I am that person.
At the first and from the first I was something less than nobody. My
mother, as I regarded her, was of obscure origin, but of manners
naturally quiet and refined. A habit of self-guarding, indeed, which
dated probably from her social promotion, had come to make of her even
a cold, colourless, impenetrable woman. She was very pretty, with a
sort of passionless severity in her face, and in her attitude a custom
of what Miss Burney would have called “repulsiveness,” meaning, as we
read it, “repelling.” No gleam of demonstrativeness on her part lights
my memory of her; from my first lispings I always, by her desire,
called her Lady Skene.
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