As habitually, my stepfather, Baron Skene of Evercreech, called me
Gaskett. I was officially an “encumbrance” to the two, and not always
spared the knowledge. Of the indifferent union which had produced me I
neither was informed, nor thought to ask, anything. Curiosity was the
last thing encouraged at Evercreech. That my stepfather had been a
childless widower when he bestowed the lustre of his name on the
obscure young widow “with an encumbrance,” was the most of my
information, and, even as such, something less, probably, than the
common one. The rakish reactionary (one-time famous judge of the
Queen’s Bench Division, and ennobled for his services during the
Salisbury administration of ’86) who, after the death of his only
child and heir, young Charlie Skene, in an Alpine accident, had
contracted a reckless _mésalliance_ with the lady who now bore his
name, was a figure revealed only to my later understanding.
Very early, I think, Lady Skene had “found religion,” as one may speak
of “finding” the unpleasantly obvious. Ignorance, irreverence, and
vulgarity build on every highway. There is a sort of evangelical
butcher who deals with assurance in things of the flesh, and, on a
simple knowledge of their parts, preaches the constitution of their
spiritual anatomy. He is the purveyor of such theological joints as
the vulgar understanding can recognise. Insight, imagination,
erudition are strange beasts to the popular view.
I think, perhaps, that Lady Skene’s early influences were to account
for her natural inclinations in these respects. When I say that her
marriage had socially elevated her from the ground to the leaf,
without her quite shaking off the dust of her origin, I may be
understood to imply that her beauty, and no exceptional quality in
addition, was her fine recommendation. She had had little education, I
am sure, but the education of a precise observation, which is the most
excellent tutor of mind and manners, though unpossessed of the exact
secret of what constitutes the _comme il faut_. That may be said,
broadly, to be the secret of making a grace of necessity in all
things--the secret of a frank unself-consciousness. Self-suspicion
spells restraint in intercourse, and leads to gusts of mutinous
self-assertion in some wrong directions. Lady Skene at least made no
affectation of adopting creeds which were caviare to her
understanding. She was and remained a raw evangelical through all the
spiritual evolutions of fashion.
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